*L*E*G*A*C*Y*
Done.
I took the advice of the coli...humbled myself...and just moved back temporarily to save up some money...
I'll be honest. From being in college for as long as I was (It took 10 years between transferring 3 schools to get 1 degree), and was barely working in between cause I couldn't find work in Pittsburgh and my parents supported me financially, I just had a little idea of what I needed to survive in the workplace and how to get on/in it.
I graduated 2 years ago...and was just livin life when I moved to NYC...I had no real plan...odd jobs here and there...trying to live my dreams...and figured after a while that I needed to get myself right financially before anything.
I'll admit...I didn't know jackshyt about the real world and at 30 it's embarassing to admit...but I've lived a unique life and I'm not feeling sorry for myself or want others to feel sorry for me.
So, I'm just taking a break...working here...saving up my money...and headed back to the city in January mainly because I got to do my own thing.
The coli and my own internet addiction in retrospect was my achilles heel.
I'm also back here for the time being cause I needed to seperate myself from any distractions. Alcohol, drugs, women, cigarettes, etc.
I want to get back to hitting the gym, taking yoga & kickboxing, and I'm just saying f*ck it and doing the celibacy/abstinence ting. It sounds lame but I know when I get back to New York in January I'll be a much better person.
I'll be honest. From being in college for as long as I was (It took 10 years between transferring 3 schools to get 1 degree), and was barely working in between cause I couldn't find work in Pittsburgh and my parents supported me financially, I just had a little idea of what I needed to survive in the workplace and how to get on/in it.
I graduated 2 years ago...and was just livin life when I moved to NYC...I had no real plan...odd jobs here and there...trying to live my dreams...and figured after a while that I needed to get myself right financially before anything.
I'll admit...I didn't know jackshyt about the real world and at 30 it's embarassing to admit...but I've lived a unique life and I'm not feeling sorry for myself or want others to feel sorry for me.
So, I'm just taking a break...working here...saving up my money...and headed back to the city in January mainly because I got to do my own thing.
The coli and my own internet addiction in retrospect was my achilles heel.
I'm also back here for the time being cause I needed to seperate myself from any distractions. Alcohol, drugs, women, cigarettes, etc.
I want to get back to hitting the gym, taking yoga & kickboxing, and I'm just saying f*ck it and doing the celibacy/abstinence ting. It sounds lame but I know when I get back to New York in January I'll be a much better person.
Nothing worse than Monday night stomach rumblings, on some my check don't post til Thursday ass shyt
bytch I'm bout to get good with one of these hoes in this class and use hers :mjcry... 




