That's fukked up. But survivors guilt tho? Man listen...
Please save the hot takes unless you've been a teenager that lived through a mass murder.
Especially one from privilege, as far as you can possibly imagine from that side of humanity.
Im from a third world country and was raised in the US in the ends, I know what seeing shootings as a kid did to me but I was unlucky/lucky enough to beeing so young I couldn't really process it.
Being introduced to that shyt in one of the most random, indiscriminate, and inhumane ways possible at an age where I can fully grasp the entire heft of what's happening? Man I don't know.
Watching friends get chopped up at random not off off anything they did or anything they were involved with? Just a random lottery at the hands of a lunatic?
That shyt is different.
And then half the nation makes it a point to belittle and downright insult your situation on every form of media possible? Some even calling you a crisis actor and saying the whole shyt was fake?
Sheeeeiiit