First of all you can't be gay because if women don't find you attractive, what makes you think a fakkit is going to want to be with you?
I know this because I have a gay friend who would tell me this whenever somebody would get all homophobic...

also you said you are asexual which means 2 things... you either have a tiny penis

or you are too ugly to attract females.

Like my nikka for real, why do you got so much hate for women?

We all know how females can be, but that doesn't mean us men have to disown them, you sound like you never had a girlfriend. Women are god's gift bruh
You just need to learn how to handle them, physically, emotionally, and most importantly... mentally.
But you wouldn't know that since you spend your days here in the coli speaking bullshyt all the time and then when someone dedicates a thread to you in support of your homosexuality, you start acting like a bytch.
Just come out already
It would benefit your life and also help you better understand why you have problems with women in real life.
no homo.