The loneliness part is the main thing for me. There’s only so much you can hit the gym or
have meaningless sex. At some point you just need a nice warm body curled up next to you. I miss my ex

Exactly where I’m at
Which is why I’m not trying… aka not lying my ass off or acting like I could just to fukk.
A nikka wants some good company to lay up with
Can’t front, a lot of chicks just OD boring, one dimensional, following with no original thoughts, etc. Not to mention having an ego while also being insecure af.
A lot of church-goers popping up on my dating apps now too… nothing wrong with it I guess, but depends on the church I guess. But I be feeling like a lot of that is because theyre reforming/performing. I don’t trust bible thumpers for obvious reasons, just look at the news. Especially without any original thoughts or opinions… just regurgitating talking points. Know too many like this… definitely don’t want an HONEST conversation about organized religion.