Men lie, Women lie, Soundcloud numbers don't ???
That's how bad its gotten OP ? Comparing singles that don't/wont get any radio/satellite play ?
Your stannery is causing your elastic arms to grow with all this reaching. At this point, being a 50 fan is like being a RG3 fan. You can have all the belief in him that you want, but the results don't validate your claims.
Go ahead and keep trying to find ways to hand your boy a W. As long as that pen game is working while writing checks to the Roberts Family Trust.