I'm in the early hours of day 13.
Day 12 was pure struggle, I've got a demon in my mind talking real greasy
-"It'll feel so good"
-"You're gonna cum so hard"
-"You're gonna bust a fat nut"
-"What's the worst that could happen?"
-"You can always start again afterwards"
It's hard to keep my mind right.
Day 12 was pure struggle, I've got a demon in my mind talking real greasy

-"It'll feel so good"
-"You're gonna cum so hard"
-"You're gonna bust a fat nut"
-"What's the worst that could happen?"
-"You can always start again afterwards"It's hard to keep my mind right.



. You realize immediately after that it wasn't even worth it. Unlike actual sex where you carry forth the euphoric feelings of connection toward another being that lasts hours, if not days The definition of insanity, doing the same thing over and over expecting a different result. I'm not insane. 

it's easy for now but I know by the weekend I'll be ripping through my boxers in the morning pause
