I borrowed Awaken the Giant Within from the library years ago, so I didn't pay a dime for motivation. shyt had me hittin on every girl imaginable, full of confidence.
I guess it worked, I fukked a lot, but being a player and confident also brings you problems. I've had tires slashed, nikkas beefin w me, cacs trying to kill me, whole lotta drama. So either you're a loser and avoid conflicts, or a winner who will have hella haters. Choose your poison. It's insane how many fakkits were jealous of me and did what they can to fukk wit my game.