Flexington
All Star
he said he didn't do it on purpose. he was in a drug induced state and barely remembers how it happened. he is explicitly anti-suicide.
Yeah I heard him say that on the Char interview. Still very anti-suicide and pro drugs
And I believe him, I just (personally, and I'm not sayin it's really the case - I'm just a listener) wouldn't be surprised if the drugs really spiraled after that. He's always been a drug dude, and anyone that's abusing drugs think they have control over it. A lot of times people are masking and pushing aside whatever trauma is causing them pain via drugs.
With his past, losing his ex to suicide, Mac's death (and the additional losses after) all together could've been what got that drug/cig binge to it's limit. It's hard to see when you're in the storm.