After 5 years clean I fukkin slip up

[Lil Wango]

all the problems nikkas got in this world, and yall wanna make em worse with drugs

 

[Slaimon Khan Shah]

Idk what I was thinkin, been stressed out and depressed more than usual (been two months of feelin this way) and decided to go for a light jog to clear my head. About 15 minutes in I see sum nikka sellin and I stop and take a gander, he then approached my with the shyt in his hand tellin me its bomb and to go ahead and cop sum. Tld him naw I'm good and pushed his hands away, but he was persistent and decided to give me half a gram for like $35, so I took it. So I go home and throw dat shyt on my bed and take a quick shower, i come out and pick up the half gram....then I heated it up on a spoon and used a needle to inject it into my viens. Tbh it was the best feeling I ever felt, I remembered why I loved doing it all those years ago...my mind went into lala land and I'm feelin dummy lit. It lasted for 20 min then wore off, now I'm sitting in the dark crying I'm so mad at myself.

May Allah guide you to Islam. That is the only way you will have happiness in this life.

 

[Dixon Cider]

Baser

 

[concise]

sum wrong with yall how am I trollin, I rarely tlk bout my personal life on here and the one time I open up (cuz I needed an outlet to express my emotions, cldnt really tlk to my family members and say "hey guess what I shot up again, 5 years dwn the drain") yall cracking jokes n shyt. But I wanna say thnks to those who actually care and wanna see me do better, even tho I dnt really know yall I cherish this support. I got school wrk to do and midterms are nxt week, so imma call my sponsor tomorrow and schedule to meet with him nxt week during fall break. I dnt think imma tell my fam tho, dnt need them to wrry and stress; I'm an adult so I have to learn to handle things on my own.

Well, for one, you usually type like a normal person, now ur tpi g like dis leavng out vwels n sht

 

[KOOL-AID]

Well, for one, you usually type like a normal person, now ur tpi g like dis leavng out vwels n sht

dude ur an idiot, how u gonna tell me how I txt

 

[Raava]

I keep hoping/not hoping you are trolling. I haven't really been on so I skipped over the thread until earlier. But if this is true I pray you are getting outside help. Its been said many times before in this thread but addiction is a disease, and who drives it in your mind is so powerful. Once you understand that you should be less hard on yourself. 5 years is a long time, you did it before you can do it again. Drugs and alcohol will never fill the void of depression, remember that. Remember how temporary it is and that it doesn't really make you feel better. You can do this, you are so young, you have your whole life. Seek real help.

 

[KOohbt]

 

[concise]

dude ur an idiot, how u gonna tell me how I txt

You have 6.5k posts. I've seen enough of them to know that you don't post like you've posted in this thread.

 

[Lord Poison]

Went from simping Coli brehettes to simping that white girl.

 

[Scientific Playa]

the weed world was theirs


11 arrested in Miami-Dade marijuana grow house bust
More than $2 million worth of marijuana seized
Author: Amanda Batchelor,

http://www.local10.com/news/11-arrested-in-miamidade-marijuana-growhouse-bust/29055718

MIAMI-DADE COUNTY, Fla. -
Eleven people were arrested Wednesday in an operation targeting marijuana grow houses in Miami-Dade County.

Detectives with the Miami-Dade Police Narcotics Bureau said they investigated 13 homes that were believed to be used as grow houses in the county.

Six firearms were also confiscated by authorities during the bust, as well as more than 500 pounds of marijuana valued at more than $2 million.

 

[RAX 010]

Take it One day at a time

Its never too late

 

[Bboystyle]

thnks for the encouraging wrds yall, i'm takin it one day at a time

here's some encouragement breh

 

[Lewis Black]

I'm rooting for you my dude

 

[NoMoreWhiteWoman2020]

doing any better fam? @KOOL-AID

 

[How Sway?]

Get well stay strong and Hit the gym/play some sports if you feel the 'urge'.