Listen. You're doing too much right now. You doing too much and saying too much.
Just go back to whatever you were doing BEFORE these thoughts came into your head. Ok?
Ask yourself is it worth it? Hmm? Is it worth dealing with people that have control you can't even fathom. Reach that you can't teach.
Power my friend. Real power. You seen the rabbit hole. Now leave the forest. Go back into your home. And forget.

Negged don't scare me.
Forgive me pimpin I'm gonna go back and neg her to make amends