Almost had a Marvins Room moment :wow:

[Just like bruddas]

shyt hurt brehs but she wants something that I couldnt give her at this time so she found someone that could. We been in and out each other lives for almost 4 years. We met back in 08 during a rough time in our lives and we connected. Seriously it was like finding a piece of yourself that you lost in another life that you wasnt even looking for. She lived in PA and we would visit each other for the weekend whenever we could. shyt was perfect brehs, we wasnt together but we shared something wonderful every time we would meet.

She's a wonderful woman, my mom and dad loves her, she even gave the kid some dough when i wasnt working until my unemployment kicked in and told me I could live with her and start over in PA. We knew each other for 4 years but yet I couldnt bring myself to say yes. I told her I couldnt and she laughed. Saying this must be pay back for last time when she should have said yes and I told her no, its just I have a lot on my plate and I wanna clean my plate. Back in 09 I asked her to be my girlfriend and she explained to me why she couldnt and I understood the reason, she was still recovering from the last relationship. Unfortunately now its the same thing with me

This happen month and some change ago and now I just seen her pic on facebook with another dude saying in a relationship . I was gonna call on some drake shyt but...I couldnt. I'm just gonna let this burn for Allah only knows how long. Seems I just been taking L all this fall

 

[Cat piss martini]

hit her with this.....
that picture crippled me inside....
youre happy and I want nothing more.
I just needed time to be a better man for you.
less than a week youre gonna get the 3:am (hey)
text and your window of opportunity is back open....
thank me later..

 

[George Gooney]

hit her with this.....
that picture crippled me inside....
youre happy and I want nothing more.
I just needed time to be a better man for you.
less than a week youre gonna get the 3:am (hey)
text and your window of opportunity is back open....
thank me later..

she gonna revel in his anguish thinking she won the battle. Just wait it out breh if it's meant to be it'll be.

 

[Just like bruddas]

hit her with this.....
that picture crippled me inside....
youre happy and I want nothing more.
I just needed time to be a better man for you.
less than a week youre gonna get the 3:am (hey)
text and your window of opportunity is back open....
thank me later..

I already had the text ready saying


Hello beloved, just wanted to congratulate you on your new found happiness. I wont front though... It hurts me to see you with someone else, but it would have hurt me more if I couldnt be the man I needed to be and let you down. Also it would be very selfish of me not wanting you to be happy with anyone else. Im always gonna cherish our memories and use them as a reminder that friendship does blossom into something much more wonderful, if we allow it too and this perhaps maybe this is largest the our friendship could grow. Regardless I'll never stop being your friend. Take care


but im not sending it, I wont interfere with her happiness just cause i cant get my shyt together

 

[Cat piss martini]

she gonna revel in his anguish thinking she won the battle. Just wait it out breh if it's meant to be it'll be.

if she's as top shelf as he says she is she'll
be pregnant by that new nikka before spring.
if she's the one...destroy what she has quickly.

 

[Just like bruddas]

she gonna revel in his anguish thinking she won the battle. Just wait it out breh if it's meant to be it'll be.

No she wont, she gonna cry but she's gonna be with homie. I wont even do that too her...I cant.

 

[Cat piss martini]

I already had the text ready saying


Hello beloved, just wanted to congratulate you on your new found happiness. I wont front though... It hurts me to see you with someone else, but it would have hurt me more if I couldnt be the man I needed to be and let you down. Also it would be very selfish of me not wanting you to be happy with anyone else. Im always gonna cherish our memories and use them as a reminder that friendship does blossom into something much more wonderful, if we allow it too and this perhaps maybe this is largest the our friendship could grow. Regardless I'll never stop being your friend. Take care


but im not sending it, I wont interfere with her happiness just cause i cant get my shyt together

fukk is wrong with you nikka
you acting like you aint good enough.
24 hours is all it take for you to get what ever dark
cloud from over head.
hard times are alot easier when you got
a good woman in your corner.
if shes the one take what's yours

 

[Just like bruddas]

fukk is wrong with you nikka
you acting like you aint good enough.
24 hours is all it take for you to get what ever dark
cloud from over head.
hard times are alot easier when you got
a good woman in your corner.
if shes the one take what's yours

Its not that im not good enough, just that im not ready to settle down yet. Im not saying im slaying women left and right, but as of right now I dont wanna be held down. I wanted her to wait for me, but she didnt why should she?


the gawd knows who i feel

 

[marcuz]

shut up, nikka, coli aint ya personal diary

 

[Just like bruddas]

shut up, nikka, coli aint ya personal diary

you know what marcuz

Im not in the mood to deal with you right now. Leave a one star and Ill be sure to return it soon as possible thank you

 

[Cat piss martini]

Its not that im not good enough, just that im not ready to settle down yet. Im not saying im slaying women left and right, but as of right now I dont wanna be held down. I wanted her to wait for me, but she didnt why should she?


Donell Jones - Where I Wanna Be - YouTube the gawd knows who i feel

youre gonna regret this one for years to come.
when youre sitting in your laz-e-boy drinking
a beer and looking over at the bytch you married
because she reminded you of ole girl.
all youre gonna think is.......
(this bytch has no idea how close i came to winning)

 

[SouthernBelle]

I already had the text ready saying


Hello beloved, just wanted to congratulate you on your new found happiness. I wont front though... It hurts me to see you with someone else, but it would have hurt me more if I couldnt be the man I needed to be and let you down. Also it would be very selfish of me not wanting you to be happy with anyone else. Im always gonna cherish our memories and use them as a reminder that friendship does blossom into something much more wonderful, if we allow it too and this perhaps maybe this is largest the our friendship could grow. Regardless I'll never stop being your friend. Take care


but im not sending it, I wont interfere with her happiness just cause i cant get my shyt together

IMO, don't send it. There is nothing that pisses me off more than an ex who couldn't/wouldn't get it right to send me back into some feelings that I am actively trying to get over. I don't know her, but I personally don't want to hear that mess when I am trying to move on with my life (and she probably feels the same). Just let her live and let it burn.

 

[Just like bruddas]

IMO, don't send it. There is nothing that pisses me off more than an ex who couldn't/wouldn't get it right to send me back into some feelings that I am actively trying to get over. Just let her live and let it burn.

she wasnt a ex though, she was something more...she was























my other virgo half

 

[Sinnerman]

she wasnt a ex though, she was something more...she was























my other virgo half

 

[Just like bruddas]

youre gonna regret this one for years to come.
when youre sitting in your laz-e-boy drinking
a beer and looking over at the bytch you married
because she reminded you of ole girl.
all youre gonna think is.......
(this bytch has no idea how close i came to winning)

perhaps breh, perhaps but Im not gonna start something that I cant finish. Maybe in a year or so i will look for a girlfriend but just not right now.