Please pay attention to the emphasis to sometimes.
Anyway, sometimes the racism and racial issues in this country really impacts my mental state negatively. It's frustrating, depressing, and at least in the current period also feels hopeless. Just an amalgamation of things can cause me to feel really despondent regarding the black experience in America. This is not to say I don't do my part to help myself and other black people in my life to rise above and do for ourselves he best we can. However it is a mental task to constantly be "on" and awoke and aware of this bullshyt on a constant basis to the point you can't even watch a movie or just enjoy your one and only life on this earth to the fullest by fully engaging in what makes you happy.
As a result, I find I have to "shut off" and immerse myself in my hobbies that are not tied up in this shyt as much. Anyone else find thy have to do the same or is this some c00n shyt to some dudes lol?
Anyway, sometimes the racism and racial issues in this country really impacts my mental state negatively. It's frustrating, depressing, and at least in the current period also feels hopeless. Just an amalgamation of things can cause me to feel really despondent regarding the black experience in America. This is not to say I don't do my part to help myself and other black people in my life to rise above and do for ourselves he best we can. However it is a mental task to constantly be "on" and awoke and aware of this bullshyt on a constant basis to the point you can't even watch a movie or just enjoy your one and only life on this earth to the fullest by fully engaging in what makes you happy.
As a result, I find I have to "shut off" and immerse myself in my hobbies that are not tied up in this shyt as much. Anyone else find thy have to do the same or is this some c00n shyt to some dudes lol?




