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word man its hard to meet new people and its funny cuz when we somehow do meet they end up loving being around me but they always hit me with the "breh when i first saw you i thought you killed a couple nikkas :skip:"


at first i was :heh: at it but now im seeing how many potential opportunities i missing out on out here (networking wise and bytches wise) and its frustrating as fukk cuz i can't help that shyt :snoop:

like my first objective when i met people now is to let them know that im not gonna shoot/rob em :why:

:wow: You hit the nail right on the head.

:dead: I remember at one point I thought I smelled bad that's why people ain't go up to me like that. I literally would go up and ask my homeboys if I smelled. :pachaha: nikkas laughed at me but I was dead serious. :shaq2:

The shyt really fukked me up in the head to the point where sometimes I'm like, I don't need nobody except my close friends and family. fukk everyone else. :scusthov:

But then i realized i'm gonna need to interact with other people if I want to go anywhere in life so I'm gonna have to put myself out there more. :snoop:
 

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:wow: You hit the nail right on the head.

:dead: I remember at one point I thought I smelled bad that's why people ain't go up to me like that. I literally would go up and ask my homeboys if I smelled. :pachaha: nikkas laughed at me but I was dead serious. :shaq2:

The shyt really fukked me up in the head to the point where sometimes I'm like, I don't need nobody except my close friends and family. fukk everyone else. :scusthov:

But then i realized i'm gonna need to interact with other people if I want to go anywhere in life so I'm gonna have to put myself out there more. :snoop:

word its like the only nikkas who aint afraid to say somethin to me are other :doeboy:/:birdman: type nikkas......


but im tryna network and go somewhere in my life i cant just be hangin with thug nikkas so i realized in order to get anyone worth something in my circle i had to "pull it back" a bit if that makes sense


but after we meet it's back to the :doeboy: cuz that's where im most comfortable :russ:
 

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Brehs I've literally gone in the mirror and tried to practice a "normal" face so i wasn't looking so :birdman: I don't know anything else :sadbron:

I'm not trynna be known as the angry nikka either
 

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word its like the only nikkas who aint afraid to say somethin to me are other :doeboy:/:birdman: type nikkas......


but im tryna network and go somewhere in my life i cant just be hangin with thug nikkas so i realized in order to get anyone worth something in my circle i had to "pull it back" a bit if that makes sense


but after we meet it's back to the :doeboy: cuz that's where im most comfortable :russ:

mean muggin nikkaz is an insecurity trying to protect yourself from harm cuz you scurred :mjpls: nikkaz walkin around with a mug on they face is tha softest ones :smugbiden:
 

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Been there, it's a horrible feeling. Went to the doctor and he prescribed me Tranxene. It helped alot:ehh: was off it after 1 year... Started to pray more, exercise more and came to the realization that it was just all in my head. If i don't have control over it and i did what i could I don't worry about. :yeshrug: Good luck.
 

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A lot of coli post are worry about being cheat on when their girl go to work, school or the gym.
 

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I have it but it's not as bad as it was 6, 7 or even 10 years ago when I had panic attacks. shyt was bad. Now I'm doing better.
 
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