Clayton Endicott
Superstar
I put down 12 16oz Steel Reserve last night![]()

I put down 12 16oz Steel Reserve last night![]()

Today is my clean date. 1 Year clean. Alcohol was a big part of my story. We all have our struggles and journey.
I personally think alcohol is poorly promoted and glamorized. Very dangerous drug.
Tired of being angry, resentful, fearful, lonely, and desperate all the time. I was also facing homelessness in the end.What was your turning point?
Tired of being angry, resentful, fearful, lonely, and desperate all the time. I was also facing homelessness in the end.
Feelings and thoughts creep up, but they pass. Nothing passed or got better while getting high.

Because your tolerance is off the chartsIdk breh enlighten me

Because your tolerance is off the charts![]()
You might be right. I just assumed I wasn't drinking enough cuz I ain't a real alcoholic 
No jail, but had legal trouble. Done rehab/detox plenty of times, but only to get people off my back or food/rest, had no desire to stop getting high at the time.I feel you bruh... You ever run into legal trouble behind it? Did you do any rehab or AA, NA, etc.?? Did you go cold turkey?? Keep being strong and handling that thing fam
Edit: I don't mean to get too personal... Feel free to ignore the questions you don't want to or feel like answering lol
No jail, but had legal trouble. Done rehab/detox plenty of times, but only to get people off my back or food/rest, had no desire to stop getting high at the time.
Yeah, there's a lot of help available, don't want to mention what I do to keep clean time.

im like this everyday
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yes i need help![]()
