Seroquel would have me sleep for 10+ hours easily..I have taken seroquel
Lithium
Halidol
Traxadone
Just to name a few
I got schizoaffective bipolar disorder. I’m manic rn. My mania comes in waves. I start out euphoric and overly optimistic. Then I get anxious, irritated and jumpy. Then I become agitated, catatonic and my delusions and psychosis become intense here. I draw weird often times disturbing or puzzling pictures, write books full of gibberish and my mind races so intensely my head aches and my body become so tired.
More seriously, I’ve used drugs, Threatened to hurt people and I become a heavy spender. It’s become manageable tho. Over time you learn coping mechanisms. They got me on 25 mg of Abilify. I wanna find a way so desperately to get off the shyt. If any ever needs to talk my door is open. Shyt is weird to deal and you need support
Abilify didn't work for me.
Im starting to realize that pretty much everyone is bipolar and its just a matter of how much it expresses itself. The bulk of my reasoning for saying this goes into metaphysics and spiritually but I am going to just cut to the chase of the solution that im trying to put into place.Breh, I was reading some random shyt on google like
Time out. So dis shyt ain’t normal.
The emotional ups and downs throughout the day aren’t normal?
Like I really can’t process the definition of bipolar disorder as not normal. Wtf
Where do I begin in fixing this brehs?
It worked at first when the disease was in It’s infancy for me. By over time it has become useless. I am researching alternative methods and mindfulness. Abilify is BS. Plus the higher I get in dose, the more symptoms I develop like tremors. What you on now breh?