Any of y’all nikkas bipolar?

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pseudo phrases with placebo treatments to help you figure out you are a rotten human being. thats why there is depression "bi-polar" because you are not even fukking with yourself yet alone others. thats why the forced alone time on you making you a social outcast has your reflections eternal looking like a beast. :mjcry:

clearly if you claiming all these pseudo mental illness and never been on a war field or seen loss of life in real time. clearly you are just a rotten scumbag that life and you personaly have left stranded.

starts with laziness, always starts with laziness :hhh:
 

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Breh, I was reading some random shyt on google like:mjlol:
Time out. So dis shyt ain’t normal.
:ohhh:
The emotional ups and downs throughout the day aren’t normal?
:mjcry:
Like I really can’t process the definition of bipolar disorder as not normal. Wtf

Where do I begin in fixing this brehs?
 

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No, but I have a friend who I recently found out was diagnosed as bipolar after and episode he had a few months ago...
 

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I got schizoaffective bipolar disorder. I’m manic rn. My mania comes in waves. I start out euphoric and overly optimistic. Then I get anxious, irritated and jumpy. Then I become agitated, catatonic and my delusions and psychosis become intense here. I draw weird often times disturbing or puzzling pictures, write books full of gibberish and my mind races so intensely my head aches and my body become so tired.

More seriously, I’ve used drugs, Threatened to hurt people and I become a heavy spender. It’s become manageable tho. Over time you learn coping mechanisms. They got me on 25 mg of Abilify. I wanna find a way so desperately to get off the shyt. If any ever needs to talk my door is open. Shyt is weird to deal and you need support
 

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I got schizoaffective bipolar disorder. I’m manic rn. My mania comes in waves. I start out euphoric and overly optimistic. Then I get anxious, irritated and jumpy. Then I become agitated, catatonic and my delusions and psychosis become intense here. I draw weird often times disturbing or puzzling pictures, write books full of gibberish and my mind races so intensely my head aches and my body become so tired.

More seriously, I’ve used drugs, Threatened to hurt people and I become a heavy spender. It’s become manageable tho. Over time you learn coping mechanisms. They got me on 25 mg of Abilify. I wanna find a way so desperately to get off the shyt. If any ever needs to talk my door is open. Shyt is weird to deal and you need support

Abilify didn't work for me.
 

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Abilify didn't work for me.

It worked at first when the disease was in It’s infancy for me. By over time it has become useless. I am researching alternative methods and mindfulness. Abilify is BS. Plus the higher I get in dose, the more symptoms I develop like tremors. What you on now breh?
 

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Breh, I was reading some random shyt on google like:mjlol:
Time out. So dis shyt ain’t normal.
:ohhh:
The emotional ups and downs throughout the day aren’t normal?
:mjcry:
Like I really can’t process the definition of bipolar disorder as not normal. Wtf

Where do I begin in fixing this brehs?
Im starting to realize that pretty much everyone is bipolar and its just a matter of how much it expresses itself. The bulk of my reasoning for saying this goes into metaphysics and spiritually but I am going to just cut to the chase of the solution that im trying to put into place.

The answer is balance. Be appreciate of the highs and lows but recognize them for what they are. Take a couple moments to actually feel where these emotions are coming from and try to center them so thats it not to one extreme. Sometimes what you are doing in one moment can be a reaction to trauma that happened years ago or something real shallow thats starting to build up but you will never notice if you dont take the time to look. It takes practice but its basically self love and working on yourself/to understand yourself more is always worth it.

For example I used to look at other people's artwork and be inspired then frustrated and demoralized almost instantly thinking I couldnt do it. So finding the balance between that is me appreciating what they made and immediately working on something or tossing ideas around. A lot of this stuff can be used as fuel if we master it.
 

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My mom has it and had done drugs for 30 years...shes mentally tortured and killed people in our family from the stress and is awake for 5 days at a time.
 

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It worked at first when the disease was in It’s infancy for me. By over time it has become useless. I am researching alternative methods and mindfulness. Abilify is BS. Plus the higher I get in dose, the more symptoms I develop like tremors. What you on now breh?

Lamotrigine, Latuda and Alprazolam as needed.
 
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