just typed this in the search engine and you pop up, i wanted to build on this.
in this day and age you can be alone but not lonely, in love songs lonely is worst than death lol. i love being by myself and independent and my outlet to meet new people is non existant. i have cousins and friends from years and thats it.
these same friends have new acquantinces every now and again and house partys etc, i love being with me and my shadow but im not lonely. outside having family and friends, i dont like to leave the house to leave the front door cost 10.00 minimum in this city.
i am fortunate to find a future in my hands with my own graft so i spend a lot of time in but never idle im doing all types of work. i've been back homebound in the last two months not doing much but finishing some writing, next week it begins and im back on beast mode.
the reason i am always looking out for motivating threads is because i got my email up, youtube, mywebsite, and i can monetize that for more than office hours. i had work at the start of the year so i saved with that and back investing in my own time being a recluse or what not.
i love it and until im jay gatsby or someone i think thats the best thing for any potential lady, daisey if you will.
