Anybody else an alcoholic?

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Interesting thing about the smoking part that goes with drinking. I smoke (Black N Milds). I don't need/want/crave a smoke ALL DAY, don't really even need it, UNTIL I start drinking. Always felt if I could kick the drinking, I wouldn't give a shyt about smoking. Cigs are a whole nother beast tho.
I used to be like that with the squares and milds...My drunkness wouldn't even "kick in" unless I had a smoke...very bizarre.
 
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If I can offer anything as an ancient creature (by Coli standards)

I am a lifelong functioning alcoholic

I've lost a marriage and a potential second marriage over it but never a job or .. other bad types of losses

I'm defiant in my addiction now. I try to do the right thing when I have somewhere to be (like work or w/e) but on my days off I go in. People who don't like it I just kiss them on the forehead on the way out.

I know you don't like it but I havent changed yet. And I am done fronting like I'm gonna.

Here's the numbers. On a regular school night I grab a 40 on the way in and be happy with that.

On a day when I am left to my own devices.. I could drink beers from noon til midnight.

Here's what I wanted to tell y'all

I have fukced around and become addicted. I never thought I was like the dudes that down 1/5s of liq each day, but if I try to quit now I have withdrawal symptoms. And it's no joke.

The more times you quit, the harder the effects hit

If I ever wanna quit again, I can never start back up. Cause the next round of detox will rock me to the core (the last round was crazy). And you seriously only have but so many times to stop and start. It's deadly.

Stop now if you're on the path and prone to it. Cause you get trapped by our own physiology.

You start to live on booze. To sleep. Different shyt. And your body fights you harder and harder every time you make the switch from booze hound to tee total

It's a dirty game Sibs

I agree about withdrawal symptoms. Recently both of my parents had strokes. BOTH had to be detoxed in the hospital. Drinking becomes a part of you. And I'm not singling you out. I'm just saying. It becomes a part of you, kinda like venom and his symbiote. Like to be honest If I wasn't drinking or days i tried to quit I couldn't sleep a lick. The funny thing is people who smoke weed always kinda look down on alcoholics, but man I know so many dudes who be on task and end up going to jail cause they have weed in they system. People swear weed isn't addictive, but man......All I'm a say is anything you do every day is an addiction. Hell you could be addicted to work, so you damn know well you can be addicted to weed.
 
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I stopped drinking when I started smoking weed. Take that for a gateway drug.

Only time I can smoke weed is when I drink. I've always been a deep thinker....let me take that back, my mind wonders. Without alcohol to make that weed calm down, I'm paranoid as fukk and my anxiety acts the fukk up.
 
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Sober life is just better :francis:


All you nikkaz in here bragging about how much you can drink :snoop:


Minimizing what's it doing to you :snoop:


The denial :snoop: The justifying :snoop:



Been there :francis:





Its a hell of a thing when you're not comfortable in your own skin unless you fukked up :wow:


I'm not bragging. I just want to point that out. If anything I want that shyt to seem as uncool as possible. Kicker is I get at my most artistic damn near slaughtered but get to lazy to create.
 
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I used to be like that with the squares and milds...My drunkness wouldn't even "kick in" unless I had a smoke...very bizarre.

It's real. Cigs and smoke activate that shyt in a way. Drinking without smoke is like uhhh ok. The buzz lies low asking you to smoke something lol. It's def a correlation between drinking and smoking. I've NEVER been drunk strictly off Alcohol. like where you just got to sleep but you add that tobacco and WALE
 

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I don't drink. I seen too much dumb shyt happen when people drink too much.
 
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