I had to be honest with my drinking. I've never been a casual drinker. Always drank way too much. I was drinking a pint of Remy a day and 2 fifs over the weekend ALONE. Not even on no depressed shyt, that's just how I drank. I had to look in the mirror and be honest that I was pretty much killing myself.
I checked myself into detox and began to attend AA meetings upon my release. AA saved my life. Meetings aren't like how they show on TV. Step work works.