Anybody else DEAD on the inside with nothing to LIVE for?

Wildin

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Speak on it brehs. Do you think you’ll ever be able to experience happiness again? Hold on to your soul brehs you only get one and when it’s gone I don’t think you can get it back. Life doesn’t have the same gleam as it did before.
Once you become numb to happiness (and everything else) life becomes easy.

Life is suffering
Suffering is due to attachment.


Once you get past the bullshyt, although you miss it, you miss feelings of happiness, joy, excitement and it's very easy to feel anger, sadness, depressed-- once you get past all the bullshyt life really becomes easy.

There's no cognitive dissonance. You do things because they need to be done, or don't do them for whatever reason and that's that.

I've found it easier to push myself to do things I've never done because I'm not afraid of failure, pain or judgement.

I literally jumped out of an airplane and was like :yeshrug: :russell:
 

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I guarentee you ate today - probably multiple times.

I'm assuming you have access to high-speed internet.... I guarentee you drank multiple glasses of clean water today.

I'm assuming you're in decent health and wearing some clean clothes.

I'm eating a big ass plate of rice and chicken.... still high from the weed I smoked 2 hours ago.

Life is blessed.
 

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The days I don't take edibles always come with a 2-3 hour window of emptiness, anger, depression, and regret. I've become more apathetic, and people can pick up on it at times. Women will label you emotionless or an a$$hole, and men will question your mental. I came to the realization long ago some people will be happy, most won't, some will be winners, most won't. If I can just win in the game of life so to speak, unhappiness is fine, because outside of the naivete of childhood, and the high of watching a fav team win it all in sports I've never really been content for a continuous period. As crazy as it sounds there's been mental toil and turmoil since middle school.

Only thing that makes it unbearable is the instances where you lower expectations/taper them in advance so you can't be hurt or disappointed and SOMEHOW, the outcome is even lower than what you mentally prepped for.

When it gets bad I just sleep close the blinds and hope to never wake up :yeshrug:, but I'm still here so
 

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Some of y’all nikkas simply sound too lonely.

But this it what happens when you have threads about having friends over the house, and the overwhelming majority are making post like, “yeah that’s right, I hate having people over my house”

This is what happens when, if you did a poll on here, most people would identify as introverts…and be proud of it.

Loner ass nikkas be depressed. Who would have thunk? Cut that emo ass shyt out and maybe life won’t be so drab.

Of course it’s not always that simple. But it be a lot of depressed ass threads on here and I think part of the reason is a lot of y’all some lonely ass nikkas
 

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Speak on it brehs. Do you think you’ll ever be able to experience happiness again? Hold on to your soul brehs you only get one and when it’s gone I don’t think you can get it back. Life doesn’t have the same gleam as it did before.
It's easy if you don't believe in souls. :yeshrug:
Feeling dead inside is just your brain seeking stimulation, it's why we turn to booze/drugs for an altered mind state. I haven't drank in 2 years and I just try to default to action when I feel like that... clean, work out, study, whatever. Just do something that positively affects you, even if it's minor.
Happiness is a myth and pursuing it it pointless.
 
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