Anybody else DEAD on the inside with nothing to LIVE for?

StretfordRed

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Not me. Had to find my own happieness inside.

Got my kid coming soon, engaged and ready for family life.
 

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Closest person to me died from Cancer December 2020 and was on hospice most of the year. I witnessed everyday of it and it wasnt easy. Probably haven't been legit happy since before I knew the full scope of the situation early 2020. Still sad most days but I occupy my time with various drugs and hoes and hit church every sunday for a lil prayer and worship it makes me feel better and feel closer to her
 

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Its like Beyonce said bro. Release all that negativity and bad influence. Stop chasing things that don't fulfill you for one. And once you do that, literally only do the things that inspire you and lead you to happiness. If it doesn't apply, let it fly. Start asking yourself "why" more, like when you were a kid.

Number one thing i see brehs doing is chasing after women and careers that don't benefit or appreciate them for any particular reason, just for what it may represent. That will lead to unhappiness and emptiness down the line.
 

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Closest person to me died from Cancer December 2020 and was on hospice most of the year. I witnessed everyday of it and it wasnt easy. Probably haven't been legit happy since before I knew the full scope of the situation early 2020. Still sad most days but I occupy my time with various drugs and hoes and hit church every sunday for a lil prayer and worship it makes me feel better and feel closer to her
Sorry about your loss my dude
 

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you know why you're dead inside, so i guess i envy that one facet of you? i have everything to live for but haven't felt happiness in 20+ years, even through nominally glorious life events like buying a house, marriage, or a son's birth. maybe i have but forgot what the feeling's like, i doubt it tho.

every waking moment is worse than waterboarding, to cope i drink myself into the grave and shytpost online

oversharing's my other unhealthy coping mechanism, i really hate it whenever i casually mention stuff like me being the world champ at russian roulette. hope i remember to edit that out of my post during my allotted 30 seconds of sobriety tomorrow! :smile:
Wow you won this thread
 

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Not me, I enjoy the little things in life & they give me joy

watching a good movie/series, playing a game on PlayStation, eating a good meal/snack, watching the sports team I support, hanging with friends/family/females etc travelling #Passportgang.

Life is beautiful, so many things to see & do.
 

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break habits don’t let them break you

Go connect with nature (fr fr) take some moments to enjoy the earth (the heat, the rain, trees, plants, insects)

I found a places I can spray paint freely no one around just thoughts and a good outlet when I was done I looked at what I did and left it to the world.
 

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Well all I will say is, don't have kids and don't get married if you are feeling this way. It will not help you. It will only get worse.
 

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I guarentee you ate today - probably multiple times.

I'm assuming you have access to high-speed internet.... I guarentee you drank multiple glasses of clean water today.

I'm assuming you're in decent health and wearing some clean clothes.

I'm eating a big ass plate of rice and chicken.... still high from the weed I smoked 2 hours ago.

Life is blessed.
That aint life that regular
 
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