Anybody Else Feel Dead Inside?

[TELL ME YA CHEESIN FAM?]

When I feel down and out I always remember that there is someone out there doing way worse than me.

Yep.. someone is eating through a tube somewhere

 

[africngiant]

life so numbing and boring bruh

working to die

 

[I Really Mean It]

life is hard, and then you die.

it sucks. but what are gonna do?

 

[seymour cake]

U feel numb inside when u don't have a relationship with Jesus.

Why do u think so many people on here can relate, keep thinking God not real.

 

[Dave24]

U feel numb inside when u don't have a relationship with Jesus.

Why do u think so many people on here can relate, keep thinking God not real.

@Hathaway the OP of this thread used to be a minister and believed in God and Jesus but had renounced his faith.

 

[seymour cake]

@Hathaway the OP of this thread used to be a minister and believed in God and Jesus but had renounced his faith.

Exactly my point. If the op wants to get real joy and peace he wont....

Until he get back right with God.

 

[Timbs]

Yea

But I couldn't imagine how my mother would take it if I committed that. Other than that it just feels like I'm only motivated by beef

 

[Rosecrans]

Spiritual void my boy.

Get out of the mind and the worlds vices and get right with your Creator

 

[Hathaway]

Exactly my point. If the op wants to get real joy and peace he wont....

Until he get back right with God.

It was my "relationship" with god that caused my life to spiral out of control in the 1st place.


I'll never return to such a meaningless and dogmatic movement.

 

[Redwood]

You said you're not suicidal, but put suicide in the thread tag?

I feel you though anyway OP. It happens to the best of us, especially in these times.

 

[Charlie Hustle]

It was my "relationship" with god that caused my life to spiral out of control in the 1st place.


I'll never return to such a meaningless and dogmatic movement.

What happened?

 

[analog]

But what about me

If you haven't already, please cut out time for yourself. Alone time to focus on your interests, hobbies, friends, etc. If you can spring a trip with the boys to get away, do it.

I go through similar slumps in the winter. I let everyone know it's healing time, and not to bother me, or ask for anything cause the answer will be no. Barring emergencies. I'll round up the boys for a road trip, maybe spend the day fishing and bullshytting, just get away from wife and kids. I might even get a hotel to isolate for a few days, do some shrooms (these are literally antidepressants for me). shyt like this helps me re-energise when I'm really depleted.

Goodluck fam.

 

[jadillac]

I'm at that point where everything is draining. My job. My home life. Even my kids. It's all draining and mentally exhausting. I just feel like I am purposed for so much more than what I'm doing but past decisions and mistakes have seemingly sealed my fate that this is all there is for my life.

I fight against that current though. I know there is something more for me out there and that thought, though hopeless gives me a small amount of light that I may succeed.

It's hard getting up everyday and going through the same routine. Only looking forward to the weekends or looking forward to clocking out every day and going home to do something self satisfying for 2 hours until its time to go pick up my kids. This is no way to live.

Didn't you just recently post about how drinking more water has improved everything for you?

 

[Hathaway]

Didn't you just recently post about how drinking more water has improved everything for you?

Physically yes.

 

[jadillac]

was my "relationship" with god that caused my life to spiral out of control in the 1st place.

I'm interested in your response here bc sometimes I feel like this happened to me at one point