I was just thinking about this, I got my annual family xmas eve dinner this year, and these shyts are wack, im tired of fukking going man
My family on my mom side is cool, we grew up close like brothers and sisters but the family on my day side im talking about. I see these motherfukkers once a year on Christmas eve and gotta pretend like I enjoy there company to appease this facade known as "family".I don't got nothing in common with these nikkas man. I come to eat pizza and appease my dad and his fukking feelings. His dumbass like going, then complain about his nieces and nephews not appreciating the money he gives them, well that's what u get nikka...fukk u still giving adults with jobs money for? wtf are u giving them money just because the corporate media told u its a american tradition and you feel obligated?
Then i gotta sit in the kitchen with m y cousins talking about bullshyt. They're telling me whats going on in their life, I got on a fake smile, forcing myself to be diplomatic, on the inside I don't give a mothafukk. One of my cousins is bougie and she grew up with money, her life is dope, meanwhile I had to create something outta nothing, been through hell and back mentally...and Im sitting there listening to her California adventures of wealth and sunshine like
on the inside im like 
"watching out for those earthquakes bytch"
The other one, that nikka is basically the black sling blade, I only talk to this nikka about tinted windows, and anytime he tries to change the subject I bring it back to windows. This nikka like 33 and only talk about high school shyt .... Always talk to nikkas about nikka shyt and then dap them up and leave the premises ASAP. I been talking to this nikka about tinted windows for a fukking decade, this year ima flip it, and talk about rims...I got another decade of new material.
The other cousin is tatted from feet to neck, literately...that full body tat generation
fukked up...somebody should've told those nikkas that if u cant rap, ball or tattoo...then nikka you're fukked, i mean you're already a black male but u want visible tats too dummy? better hope some cac create a 100k warehouse job my nikka because if not u better practice wrapping subs instead of blunts...because your future stupid.
My uncles are cool, But I gotta talk to them...and they dont know what the fukk is going on like most older black people, u cant have a real conversation with no old nikka man...u just gotta smile and nod, and u know those nikkas be judging u on the inside but to cowardly to say the truth, so yall have this cold war of fakeness, where both parties have their poker face on...keeping up the facade of unconditional love
yeah man Christmas is bullshyt btw, total waste of money...celebrate a holiday where gay white guys fukked each other up the ass because its an american tradition brehs
My family on my mom side is cool, we grew up close like brothers and sisters but the family on my day side im talking about. I see these motherfukkers once a year on Christmas eve and gotta pretend like I enjoy there company to appease this facade known as "family".I don't got nothing in common with these nikkas man. I come to eat pizza and appease my dad and his fukking feelings. His dumbass like going, then complain about his nieces and nephews not appreciating the money he gives them, well that's what u get nikka...fukk u still giving adults with jobs money for? wtf are u giving them money just because the corporate media told u its a american tradition and you feel obligated?
Then i gotta sit in the kitchen with m y cousins talking about bullshyt. They're telling me whats going on in their life, I got on a fake smile, forcing myself to be diplomatic, on the inside I don't give a mothafukk. One of my cousins is bougie and she grew up with money, her life is dope, meanwhile I had to create something outta nothing, been through hell and back mentally...and Im sitting there listening to her California adventures of wealth and sunshine like
on the inside im like "watching out for those earthquakes bytch"The other one, that nikka is basically the black sling blade, I only talk to this nikka about tinted windows, and anytime he tries to change the subject I bring it back to windows. This nikka like 33 and only talk about high school shyt .... Always talk to nikkas about nikka shyt and then dap them up and leave the premises ASAP. I been talking to this nikka about tinted windows for a fukking decade, this year ima flip it, and talk about rims...I got another decade of new material.
The other cousin is tatted from feet to neck, literately...that full body tat generation
fukked up...somebody should've told those nikkas that if u cant rap, ball or tattoo...then nikka you're fukked, i mean you're already a black male but u want visible tats too dummy? better hope some cac create a 100k warehouse job my nikka because if not u better practice wrapping subs instead of blunts...because your future stupid. My uncles are cool, But I gotta talk to them...and they dont know what the fukk is going on like most older black people, u cant have a real conversation with no old nikka man...u just gotta smile and nod, and u know those nikkas be judging u on the inside but to cowardly to say the truth, so yall have this cold war of fakeness, where both parties have their poker face on...keeping up the facade of unconditional love
yeah man Christmas is bullshyt btw, total waste of money...celebrate a holiday where gay white guys fukked each other up the ass because its an american tradition brehs
. Miserable ass nikka cant even be around his fam
nikka were you born angry like who calls they dad a dumbass for being nice on Christmas. bruh I need a hug and Jesus bruh
