Anybody ever have a mental breakdown before?

[DrX]

Vanity of vanities, all is vanity. Everything everyone works for and strives for on this earth ultimately means nothing. Whether it's money, fame or any success measured in the physical and material things of this world, it's an illution, a reason to give meaning to a vain existence.

If when man created the Computer it had turned around and said forget man I don't wanna do that then what purpose would it then have, without man what's the reason for it's existence. It is in this same way man walks around the earth aimlessly with no actual purpose, because mankind has rejected its creator, either we don't believe or refuse to acknowledge that there is a God who created us, without our creator we don't have a reason for being. Which is why we chase paper money and fiat currency, Why we hold grades and university degrees designed by other men to be some sort of great achievement, the size of our house, the speed of our car or simply just how subjectively happy we are with ourselves amidst all this Vanity.

Very True....I'm stuck tho, fighting an internal war....I understand that this society is an illusion but still want to reach the 'top' bit there is no top

I would love to give my life to god, but those temptations are out there and very real....money...power.... admiration....

I'm stuck

 

[⠀⠀⠀]

You need to medicate my nikka.

Get on www.reddit.com/r/medication and get your mind right. The rationalisation of thoughts is something that can cripple a nikka if not trained correctly. Start simple and get your shyt straight.

fixed your post by changing 1 letter

 

[JOHN.KOOL]

Very True....I'm stuck tho, fighting an internal war....I understand that this society is an illusion but still want to reach the 'top' bit there is no top

I would love to give my life to god, but those temptations are out there and very real....money...power.... admiration....

I'm stuck

If you recognise that there is no 'top' then what are you trying to reach?

Giving your life to God doesn't mean those temptations stop. Those temptations are still real for everybody, even more so for those who have decided to give their lives to God, it's a constant battle. You have two choices tho man. Your first choice, you can not find God and not give your life to him and as a result carrying on living with these temptations and where you will either get lost indulging in vain pleasures or recognise that they are vain pleasures and lose your mind stuck in limbo because you don't know what to do. Your second choice is you can find God and give your life to him, and then proceed to live life with these temptations around but know full well what they are and know that you are indeed on a path to something that is much greater than all those things and that path is based on a vain Goal. That knowledge giving you the right mindset to withstand these temptations and even when you do fall to them from time to time that knowledge will get you back up.

 

[BocaRear]

Every time I feel that depression hit me I think about thuggas words

"Hustlers don't stop, they keep going,
You can lose your life, but it's (the world) gonna keep going,
Why not risk life if it's (the world) gonn keep going?
When you die somebody else is born,
But at least we got to say....
We ran up some digits we ran up some commas"

Such a philosophical hook, essentially thuggaboo says that, Yes we will all day one day, and yes the world will carry on without us, and yes the cycle of birth and death will continue once we're gone,

However at least we can say we accomplished something with our time here on earth, it doesn't have to be just money.

I think those are words to live by,

And to quote dame dash

"I hustle for my last name, not my first"

We all gonna die breh, might aswell hustle so your future offspring got it better off.

 

[SchrodingersStrapped!]

I don't think you disillusioned breh, societal constructs and materialism aside, I think wanting to reach the ceiling is a product of evolution, as a man you should feel like you want to conquer this bytch, and you need vanity to motivate you..its innate, whether it really matters or not .... I been flirting with the idea of doing DMT or other psychedelics , maybe trying meditation to expand my consciousness, become more spiritual, but even the people who do that, seem narcissictic and the shyt they say seems like some contrived escapism... Like a consolation for not achieving what they set out to

All I can say really is keep grinding, stay away from negative people, but not constructive opinions..... And smoke some Loud , take time off when you feeling like this ...

 

[1thouwow]

Early to Mid 2009. First love broke up with me, pockets were hurting, was failing school, had to move to a different state with my mom since I couldn't afford rent, all my peers were "succeeding".

I acknowledged all my Ls and then took one step at time to move forward. I knew it wasn't gonna take one day to fix, I knew I had to commit to the slow grind. So I did



One of my favorite quotes in life

 

[The Emperor]

You need to be go to a mental hospital so they can observe you hear how you are talking and let a doctor diagnose you so that you can be treated with the proper medication.

 

[Vandelay]

I go through periods where I have anxiety attacks, where mind starts fukking with reality. I may need medication my damn self.

Stay strong man. Breathe. Exercise. Get a hobby.

 

[Charlie Hustle]

Never had a mental break down but I've seen people break....

You need to balance your negative and positive energy. If you feel most your energy is negative/dark, focus every single bit of the energy into doing something. You're a creator like myself. Negative and positive energy both serve a purpose. Use your darkness to create.

Keep your head up Dr X. You are a inspiration to more people than you can imagine.