In my backyard chilling, sitting on the back stairs enjoying the beauty of the leaves blowing on this warm July evening. This is my favorite month btw
I was talking to this Christian white man, and he touched on a lot of the things that I feel and think. Life for me os very empty, I strive for something that I don't even truly know
I want anymore. Worldly things like money, admiration and sexual gratification with multiple woman no longer motivate me. I work hard for some sort of freedom that isn't true freedom.
I feel like life is artificial, like a bad stage show , where everybody are actors and the buildings and sky's are stage props. Like that movie the Truman show. I feel like this is a man made society totally unnatural to the way humans were bred to live.
Anyway this gentleman and I talked for a good hour and told me alotta of the things that I feel were indeed true. That you can never be satisfied in this world, because it's not real. The only thing to do is repent and accept Christ as you're Savior.
Typically i would snicker and the hardcore cynicism in me would brush him off as an idiot, and a "cac" as we say. But I'll be lying if the things that he said didn't ring true. The Bible is starting to add up, everything from the chip to hold the last days were suppose to play out. This society feels so empty to me it hurts, and sometimes I wonder if I should really take the Bible seriously, it's easy to write it off as bs and feel smarter than religious ppl. But what the joke is on us and they're right about the holy scriptures?
Have anybody here seriously accept the Lord as their Savior? If so what lead u to your decision?