Anybody on here Schizophrenic? Wanna vent...

[Ohene]

Growing up I had an imaginary friend, then it was a voice in my head. I took some medication for it, an anti-psychotic during middle and high school. Then he disappeared, never heard from him again. He was Talking about yo imma kill this bytch. During that period I had frequent dreams of being locked up for something I didn't know what for.

I stopped my medication since I began college. But he's not so , he tells me to work hard, talk to that girl breh. I have whole conversations with this nikka, I think he's the smartest dude I've ever met.

I think i met this nikka in my dreams too, he looked exactly like me.

lol i dont know if the bolded makes you schizo though. i mean i talk to myself all the time. i think a lot of ppl do. i also hear voices in my head but i mean...isnt that just called thinking?

 

[ThaRealness]

This website is proof of the saying that mentally ill people flock to the internet. No wonder so many of you fukk nikkas stay posting

Every website is proof of that

 

[Mr swag]

My ass been fighting this my whole life It runs in the family too, my uncle suffers from it severely and nobody even cares. This shyt is hell and I don't know what else to do. I'm tired of trying to fight this.

Are you able to function on your own? Or you gotYa live off your parents?

 

[desjardins]

This shyt is legit scary, it most be like living in a nightmare.
Why are the voices so negative though? I wonder if you can have this disease and the voices in your head only say positive shyt and motivate you

 

[MIKE SPLEAN]

Growing up I had an imaginary friend, then it was a voice in my head. I took some medication for it, an anti-psychotic during middle and high school. Then he disappeared, never heard from him again. He was Talking about yo imma kill this bytch. During that period I had frequent dreams of being locked up for something I didn't know what for.

I stopped my medication since I began college. But he's not so , he tells me to work hard, talk to that girl breh. I have whole conversations with this nikka, I think he's the smartest dude I've ever met.

I think i met this nikka in my dreams too, he looked exactly like me.

Wow on MR ROBOT shyt

 

[Reflected]

Are there any real schizos on this board?

My ass been fighting this my whole life It runs in the family too, my uncle suffers from it severely and nobody even cares. This shyt is hell and I don't know what else to do. I'm tired of trying to fight this.

Damn.

 

[Swirv]

If the voices are nice roll with it.

 

[ThaRealness]

Nah I used to be afraid that I was becoming schizophrenic, cause I had lost my damn mind .I thought I had a rare degenerative brain disorder, and I was losing my cognitive functions at a young age. For about a year or 2 I thought there was a slight possibility that i might be living in hell

Nowadays, I tell my family and close friends that i have severe anxiety, and possibly ocd, which is true, but not the exact diagnosis. I have pure O, OCD... basically in any given situation, my mind will come up with the most fukked up possible scenario. Its a struggle.

like if Im at work, and I need to get a knife to open a package of Sangria, in my mind Im like "what if I just stabbed someone right now"

It gets way more fukked up then that


I have my anxiety under control now, and astonishingly, Ive gotten to a point where my mind aint in the gutter all the time. Mostly Im just chilling.. But I still have the occasional thought

Hardcore hip hop helped me conquer my pure OCD. Being able to associate my fukked up thoughts with music, and sentiments expressed by MC's. Like that shyt helped me assert control over the situation

5 Realities of Life When Your Brain Wants You to Murder

 

[Nameischosen]

This shyt is legit scary, it most be like living in a nightmare.
Why are the voices so negative though? I wonder if you can have this disease and the voices in your head only say positive shyt and motivate you

Because we are naturally evil pieces of shyt, it is the default setting. We have to learn to be nice people.

 

[Capitol]

To keep it one hundred even if there was something "legit" wrong with me I would never take the medication for it anyway unless it was weed.

 

[thekingsmen]

My ass been fighting this my whole life It runs in the family too, my uncle suffers from it severely and nobody even cares. This shyt is hell and I don't know what else to do. I'm tired of trying to fight this.

You might want to invest in a doctor who has Neuro Feedback.

Schizophrenia and the efficacy of qEEG-guided neurofeedback treatment: a clinical case series. - PubMed - NCBI

Neurofeedback and Schizophrenia Research | Peak Potential Brain Training

Taking Back the Brain: Could Neurofeedback Training Be Effective for Relieving Distressing Auditory Verbal Hallucinations in Patients With Schizophrenia?

 

[illadope]

Nothing I go through is negative. Just more annoying than anything cuz you never have a clear mind

 

[Sccit]

Slow ass dude, do you know the definition of Schizophrenia? That's not some pseudo-science bullshyt, that's one of the most severe mental illnesses you can have. Keep your uniformed ass bullshyt out of this thread fr

YOU CAN CONTROL IT WITH MEDITATION .. U SOUND LIKE U GOT SOME RAGE ISSUES THO. MEDITATION CAN HELP THAT TOO, MY ANGRY FRIEND.

 

[StickStickly]

YOU CAN CONTROL IT WITH MEDITATION .. U SOUND LIKE U GOT SOME RAGE ISSUES THO. MEDITATION CAN HELP THAT TOO, MY ANGRY FRIEND.

you've never met someone with schizophrenia, have you?

 

[JayYoung713]

I have the voices but have been able to get things under control over the last year. I see a therapist and psychiatrist regularly.