Anyone feeling totally uninterested about life?

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

I've never felt more interested about life in my life...

It's a passion that rivals that of my early 20s...

Mainly because I realize I was stuck in a city I wasn't feeling and now I'm in NYC...

Women eyeing me up on the subway like I was a piece of candy in a bowl of vanilla fudge ice cream...

Friends, homeys, and associates everywhere I go...

Tryna break into the fashion and the skate world...

shyt is sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[360dagod]

very, i mostly spend my time reading in the dark or listening to music, its been a few days since I left my room, its been months since i've spoken with my friends, and the thought of time moving forward just kills me, I should probably get out and just be around some people, but my car is fukked and im on ice until I figure out what Im gonna do about that.

Its gotten to the point where i've tried prayer, i havent prayed since I was 10 years old but since everything else failed then I thought maybe that could work..... I havent heard back from the nikka, so either breh is done with me or I'm just grasping at straws.

shyt scressful

Were your friends actually putting energy into being your friend or were they nikkas who were spending more time complaining about their issues to you

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

Depressed?I got the cure right here brehs..only 19.99

I remember this...

Honestly, I could dance better than this dude now...I'm finna make my own videos and get that teen girl money...

Some if y'all depressed ass nikkaz need some p*ssy. Real talk. Start working out. Stop eating shytty foods, stop feeling sorry for yourself. Start grooming yourself, get off the internet and get out there and get it

I dapped and repped this shyt b!

I haven't felt this sexy in ages yo! I haven't felt this amped in ages for real!

I was out enjoying y day off from work...making that paper...I went to LES Coleman under then Manhattan Bridge to skate today...sure I felt like the oldest dude at the park...but damn my g...I was killing it! I've never been as good of a skateboarder in my life as I am at 29.

I used to be seriously depressed back in the day...now...life couldn't be sweeter!!!!

Think about this...you could be dead...but you not!

Like I feel like 50 cent in 02 in these streets...like Pac in 1994...like a god...or a son of a god.

You gots to flip the script my g and living life to the fullest..cause you only get one...why live it being miserable???

 

[Peter Parker]

Were your friends actually putting energy into being your friend or were they nikkas who were spending more time complaining about their issues to you

Nah they were my friends, my only 3 friends, I moved 30 minutes outside of where they live though, so we're not as close as we used to be, we used to hang out every day, then it went to only weekends and now I dont see them at all. We had some great times, so it sucks not having them around to vent too, but we just grew apart, suddenly they're ditching me and when I stopped smoking weed they all got really funny acting like im not one of them anymore or something, shyt is trash

 

[360dagod]

Nah they were my friends, my only 3 friends, I moved 30 minutes outside of where they live though, so we're not as close as we used to be, we used to hang out every day, then it went to only weekends and now I dont see them at all. We had some great times, so it sucks not having them around to vent too, but we just grew apart, suddenly they're ditching me and when I stopped smoking weed they all got really funny acting like im not one of them anymore or something, shyt is trash

So basically you evolved and they stayed the same...

The foundation of friendship should always be there even when nikkas grow apart..being that its not,that means they really weren't true friends...

Leave them right where they are..

 

[King Poetic]

i wouldn't say uninterested, but more like i can't have one since i'm putting in to much time at work.

but at the same time i don't miss the clubs at all. nothing but the same unloyal smuts who more about getting more pics for the IG account more than giving up the ass

i found a good hobby sitting on top of houses with my neighbors young kids shooting BB's at cop cars when they go by. kids have me living my second childhood

 

[LezJepzin]

I've never felt more interested about life in my life...

It's a passion that rivals that of my early 20s...

Mainly because I realize I was stuck in a city I wasn't feeling and now I'm in NYC...

Women eyeing me up on the subway like I was a piece of candy in a bowl of vanilla fudge ice cream...

Friends, homeys, and associates everywhere I go...

Tryna break into the fashion and the skate world...

shyt is sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fulltime job.

Friends I used to roll with are either "burned out" from going out or are now hitched/with child , so they can't have a social life anymore
Terrible nightlife where I'm at doesn't help either .

I advise you to save you money and take some trips out of town to help get out of your comfort zone or just move altogether. A change of scenery can do a lot for your character.


For the record.

I'm in great shape, good-looking, dress good , all that .

Some of you dudes are blessed with your surroundings. If you're in a major urban city or a large minority like in the Pacific Northwest and still have problems, then you can only blame yourself.

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

So basically you evolved and they stayed the same...

The foundation of friendship should always be there even when nikkas grow apart..being that its not,that means they really weren't true friends...

Leave them right where they are..

Man, I feel you on ditching long time friends.

Since I moved to NYC, I can't relate to the people I came up with anymore. I'm livin single like Latifah...most of them are married with kids...that wasn't for me (yet anyways). Plus I realize that because I wasn't successful on the terms that they saw each other on they were low key trying to belittle my accomplishments. As well, they never saw me on the same level as them.

People like that are cancer...I let em go and didn't look back.

 

[Buddy]

Not at all. Quite honestly, that sounds like depression.

 

[Amulet of Immortality]

I hate my job About to quit and take my chances of getting a decent job as an unemployed breh

 

[DrX]

I remember this...

Honestly, I could dance better than this dude now...I'm finna make my own videos and get that teen girl money...



I dapped and repped this shyt b!

I haven't felt this sexy in ages yo! I haven't felt this amped in ages for real!

I was out enjoying y day off from work...making that paper...I went to LES Coleman under then Manhattan Bridge to skate today...sure I felt like the oldest dude at the park...but damn my g...I was killing it! I've never been as good of a skateboarder in my life as I am at 29.

I used to be seriously depressed back in the day...now...life couldn't be sweeter!!!!

Think about this...you could be dead...but you not!

Like I feel like 50 cent in 02 in these streets...like Pac in 1994...like a god...or a son of a god.

You gots to flip the script my g and living life to the fullest..cause you only get one...why live it being miserable???

so u just moved and went to nyc?

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

so u just moved and went to nyc?

Two years ago almost...yes.

I graduated, got my degree, had some money saved, moved. Pittsburgh was making me miserable.

I've always said that one's environment can do a number on their mental health. I just chalk it up to the notion that it wasn't for me.

 

[DaddyTime]

A lot of gems in this thread, to anyone with actual feedback.

I myself am in a weird ass situation

Born in Toronto, moved to Maryland young and left for Toronto again at 19. Still had my friends here but they were , hardly changed.

Not to mention, I was in a fukked up relationship, long story short the women is severely bi-polar, we had a kid, kid was taken by child protective services (I wasn't in a relationship nor living with them) I had to make the decision to either give up my child for adoption or be a single father.

Did I mention I'm 22?

I can't relate to many people, I'm either a lot more mature or our interests are not the same.

I have no idea where to find people to get with at this point, or know how to balance that time just yet...

 

[DrX]

Two years ago almost...yes.

I graduated, got my degree, had some money saved, moved. Pittsburgh was making me miserable.

I've always said that one's environment can do a number on their mental health. I just chalk it up to the notion that it wasn't for me.

im in the same boat, i was thinking about moving

 

[PhonZhi]

very, i mostly spend my time reading in the dark or listening to music, its been a few days since I left my room, its been months since i've spoken with my friends, and the thought of time moving forward just kills me, I should probably get out and just be around some people, but my car is fukked and im on ice until I figure out what Im gonna do about that.

Its gotten to the point where i've tried prayer, i havent prayed since I was 10 years old but since everything else failed then I thought maybe that could work..... I havent heard back from the nikka, so either breh is done with me or I'm just grasping at straws.

shyt scressful