Im realizing im never gonna hit my goals or be shyt unless I get sober. some people can do things in moderation but I realize I can't. anyone go completely sober before after smoking/drinking/whatever else? I am looking to start my sober journey funny enough after this bachelor party this weekend.
Some people can drink/do drugs "in moderation" and some people just can't and some people just lie to themselves thinking they're doing it "in moderation"...
I know I can't. That's why I'm full blown sober. I can't have so much as a drop of a beer or toke of a blunt etc. I refuse it when offered and I stay away from people and places where that's all they do. There's no off switch for me. If I drink I gotta get full blown buzzed or fukked up, then it turns into a habit where I'm doing it every day, every other day or every weekend.. I've lived that life and it sucks IMO and it's nowhere near as dope as living a life sober.
I took a vacation in vegas few years ago, I didn't drink but I smoked weed for the first time in years (dispensaries everywhere).. That first blunt had me high as fukk and yea it was fun and all that. But by the 2nd day it wasn't as fun and by the 3rd day I realized all I was doing was chasing that first high feeling when in reality the weed was just making me goofy. Being high is basically being goofy then moody as fukk. Being sober taught me I don't like being goofy/ moody. I like being clear headed me more. Was a miracle I left it there in Vegas and didn't bring the habit back home with me.
I can go on all day about how dope life is as a man when you go sober, in every way.
Probably the best decision I ever made in my life.
