HeavyTheDon
Banned
I'm usually frustrated with black folks for being damned dummies and I'm pissed with whites for being the damned Devils that they are. I'm doing ok within this system designed for me to fail and I'm still frustrated because I know if I was a white male I would be much further along.
I can't enjoy tv or radio outside of maybe a documentary, podcast, and oldies because I know it's usually a slap in the face and poisonous to the black mind. Yeah, I'm usually pissed until I get home and find solace with my wife and my son but when I lay down to rest, I get pissed again because I know I have to wake up and be insulted all day in the morning.
To be black in America is frustrating as fukk and the niccas that are sleep are confused by me because I seem to be doing well but these negroes don't even understand what's going on around them and whites actually think I'm supposed to be happy with their trinkets and leftovers.
Yes, I was pissed watching the olympics also because I'm watching talented black folks put on for a country that hates them and smile while doing it. You would never see a Palestinian competing against the world for Israel. I'm pissed that black men and women are going overseas to kill other people all over the world for the "freedom" that they don't even get to enjoy.
I'm always paranoid even while at home sometimes because I don't know if it's the day that whites will get tired of playing with their food and decide to exterminate us once and for all. When I see a cop my stomach drops because I don't know if they pulled my number so they can blow my damned head off and call me a thug and diminish my character in the media, while black folks turn my name into a hash tag for a week or two and then carry on with their oppressed lives with a smile. I'm sad because I have a son that will grow up and be looked down on no matter how hard I work to build an economic base for him and make his life easier....
I'm about to get back to work though and push through even though it sucks.
I can't enjoy tv or radio outside of maybe a documentary, podcast, and oldies because I know it's usually a slap in the face and poisonous to the black mind. Yeah, I'm usually pissed until I get home and find solace with my wife and my son but when I lay down to rest, I get pissed again because I know I have to wake up and be insulted all day in the morning.
To be black in America is frustrating as fukk and the niccas that are sleep are confused by me because I seem to be doing well but these negroes don't even understand what's going on around them and whites actually think I'm supposed to be happy with their trinkets and leftovers.
Yes, I was pissed watching the olympics also because I'm watching talented black folks put on for a country that hates them and smile while doing it. You would never see a Palestinian competing against the world for Israel. I'm pissed that black men and women are going overseas to kill other people all over the world for the "freedom" that they don't even get to enjoy.
I'm always paranoid even while at home sometimes because I don't know if it's the day that whites will get tired of playing with their food and decide to exterminate us once and for all. When I see a cop my stomach drops because I don't know if they pulled my number so they can blow my damned head off and call me a thug and diminish my character in the media, while black folks turn my name into a hash tag for a week or two and then carry on with their oppressed lives with a smile. I'm sad because I have a son that will grow up and be looked down on no matter how hard I work to build an economic base for him and make his life easier....

I'm about to get back to work though and push through even though it sucks.
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