What's on your mind, brother?
Should’ve just taken life more seriously. Taken time more serious time flys like fukk, but then again I’ve mapped out all possibilities for me and it’s still leaving me unhappy. I’ve been through it from a kid to adulthood, being older I guess I’m just now processing the pain I dealt with as a child. I’ve noticed the trickle down effects that have overlapped in my adult life. Perhaps I should find another therapist, the last and only one was foul and not for me.
I find it a strain to small talk strangers, I still do it but it gets harder with age. Sobriety in general for me is hard to maintain I rely on drugs too much to remain sane.