Tenchi Ryu
Ashtray B!tch
Dealing with some shyt but as usual I tend to look on the bright side. I'm still breathing and it could always be worse.
Are you happy?
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I would say I'm happy. Not 100% but the pros outweigh the cons. Birthday was yesterday so I'm older and wiser. Not where I need to be but I'll get there. Valentine's today. Don't have one but that may be a blessing within itself. Been back on my gym grind lately. Been working as much overtime as possible. Minimizing the useless entertainment a bit and focusing on my money. Been viewing and taking notes on IT videos to improve my self worth. Been saving money for future vacations and hopefully my own place one day. I'm not in a bad spot compared to others that may be ahead of me. I have many blessings. Just gotta keep working hard to get the rest of the blessings I need.
Ill be happy if i dont get friend zoned by this chick im talkin to
levitate
I love you, you know.
Overall yes.
Invite her over for drinks then fukk her
If she ain't with it
Gonna have to at some point soon
Shes cool enough to keep as a friend if it doesnt work out though
I had a ton of female friends in college but theyve mostly disappeared over the years
Yeah. I'm always happy
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Yes.
Nothing in life is permanent. I need to get that thru my callow cranium.
Otherwise, im on cloud 69.
Currently in the motherland/3th world civilization and seeing how i have it so good back in the states puts an even greater perspective on my existence.
The hoes, clothes, fast cars, fancy tennis shoes, fine dine w zinfidell wine... I should have moar than to be fine.
And the beauty of it all, what differentiates me from most fortunate folks... I actually know i priviledged i am to experience life the way i do with the inhabitants of the world that help me live it best.
Not to be self righteous and overly seeming altruistic, since nobody knows me in here in real life and totally anonymous (cuz i dont spew this kind of personal info on social media, its tacky and not my rappin forte).
Before i left the states, i withdrew several racks with intentions on spending it family/friends and dispersing it familoar and random adolsescents on some Gods Plan.
My mom taught me that its greater to give than not... And that legacy that she left behind (whethers its people from her village during social unrest/civil war where America took its greatest L) to cohorts and leads she blessed with smiles everyday at her assembly job of 30 years at a plane manufacturing company in seattle (u may have heard of it).... Even if she was hurting inside/suppressing her pain which ultimately was the culprit for pancreatic of the 4rst stage.
But even after having seen cancer eat my mom to the bone, my dads infidelity that caused mass ve dissention in the house hold, my only siblings divorce that, fortunately we caught in time, seeing my ex-brother in law with A 9 to his chin (but me and pops intervened at the precise moment)....
I still feel like im blessed and everything that occurred in my life were a higher beings plants in the foundation of my minds garden.
And even tho the roses are in full bloom, i pluck them from the ground by the stem with my bear hands, needled thorns and all....
Becuz as long as the world can see the petals and understand the beautiful aspects of life... Im ok with it.
Im ok.
.
Otherwise, im on cloud 69.
Currently in the motherland/3th world civilization and seeing how i have it so good back in the states puts an even greater perspective on my existence.
The hoes, clothes, fast cars, fancy tennis shoes, fine dine w zinfidell wine... I should have moar than to be fine.
And the beauty of it all, what differentiates me from most fortunate folks... I actually know i priviledged i am to experience life the way i do with the inhabitants of the world that help me live it best.
Not to be self righteous and overly seeming altruistic, since nobody knows me in here in real life and totally anonymous (cuz i dont spew this kind of personal info on social media, its tacky and not my rappin forte).
Before i left the states, i withdrew several racks with intentions on spending it family/friends and dispersing it familoar and random adolsescents on some Gods Plan.
My mom taught me that its greater to give than not... And that legacy that she left behind (whethers its people from her village during social unrest/civil war where America took its greatest L) to cohorts and leads she blessed with smiles everyday at her assembly job of 30 years at a plane manufacturing company in seattle (u may have heard of it).... Even if she was hurting inside/suppressing her pain which ultimately was the culprit for pancreatic of the 4rst stage.
But even after having seen cancer eat my mom to the bone, my dads infidelity that caused mass ve dissention in the house hold, my only siblings divorce that, fortunately we caught in time, seeing my ex-brother in law with A 9 to his chin (but me and pops intervened at the precise moment)....
I still feel like im blessed and everything that occurred in my life were a higher beings plants in the foundation of my minds garden.
And even tho the roses are in full bloom, i pluck them from the ground by the stem with my bear hands, needled thorns and all....
Becuz as long as the world can see the petals and understand the beautiful aspects of life... Im ok with it.
Im ok.
.
Bull fukking shyt
When on your shyt and got everything clicking some days you can't help but to get up out of bed feeling like
Thats happiness
Bull fukking shyt
When on your shyt and got everything clicking some days you can't help but to get up out of bed feeling like
Thats happiness
I am on my shyt. What you just described is temporary.
Everything is temporary. Don't change the fact of happiness not being an illusion though.