Are You Happy?

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I feel the same way. It seems like I’m always searching and longing for something that I’ll never find. I’m a simple man with simple taste, but shady women and putting my trust in the wrong types of people time and time again over the years has killed my urge to be in another romantic relationship or make new friends. That also leaves a man cold, dead and numb inside :mjcry:
Same here, story of my life.
I got a good heart so I try to help my friends and family but I end up getting burned at the end of the day :yeshrug:
 

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I cannot complain. I've learned to laugh through shyt. Comedy gets me through everything now.

It took me until my 30s and therapists/ Zoloft to get to this point though
 

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I cannot complain. I've learned to laugh through shyt. Comedy gets me through everything now.

It took me until my 30s and therapists/ Zoloft to get to this point though
I take Zoloft, shyt doesn’t work for me :yeshrug:
 

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My happiness is fleeting but am I currently happy? No, I keep fukking up and making dumb ass decisions. I need to do better.
 

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Same here, story of my life.
I got a good heart so I try to help my friends and family but I end up getting burned at the end of the day :yeshrug:
Man. I’m 40 bro and I’ve always been like this. Always trying to see if I can help somebody. Always giving and seeing what I can do to improve someone else’s situation.I hate having resources and people I love or a woman I was interested in and involved with be struggling. So I would always share. My conscience would eat me alive if I didn’t. Then I started noticing. Most people, especially women, don’t appreciate people like that. They don’t reciprocate or show gratitude. They take your kindness for weakness or naivety. They start trying to exploit, use, or take advantage of you for personal gain. Or they take them for granted. Smh. So I just stepped all of the way back and stopped fukking with everyone besides a select few partners of mine who are like minded and near and dear to my heart. People are trash. Live long enough, and life teaches you some very cold and harsh lessons :manny:
 
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Man. I’m 40 bro and I’ve always been like this. Always trying to see if I can help somebody. Always giving and seeing what I can do to improve someone else’s situation.I hate having resources and people I love or a woman I was interested in and involved with be struggling. So I would always share. My conscience would eat me alive if I didn’t. Then I started noticing. Most people, especially women, don’t appreciate people like that. They don’t reciprocate or show gratitude. They start trying to exploit, use, or take advantage of you for personal gain. Or they take them for granted. Smh. So I just stepped all of the way back and stopped fukking with everyone besides a select few partners of mine who are like minded and near and dear to my heart. People are trash. Live long enough, and life teaches you some very cold and harsh lessons :manny:
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Happiness comes and goes. I strive to be content no matter what.

No, I’m not content :mjcry:

This post speaks to me, Sis.

Honestly, I’m not happy. I’m rarely content or full of satisfaction either. My mental is really screwed up and the world just seems so dark all the time.

I am grateful for all blessings and success. I am grateful for all the privileges and rights that I have. I am grateful that people care for me. Yet, I feel like I can only be truly fulfilled away from all this noise. Society is sick and humans disturb me. I don’t know what will make me feel happy and more importantly, I don’t know what will give me a sense of meaning or satisfaction.

Kinda feel like I’m in desert waiting for rain or an oasis
 
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