Lol Yeah but at this point i dont even think im relationship or any type of material. Too scared of putting myself out there, found myself feeling feelings that made me feel warm inside, had to cut that shyt out real quick 

I know man and I kind of feel bad about it. If things don't work out between us she can't say she didn't knowGood luck breh. Nobody likes to be considered a rebound. I'm surprised she's with you in your vulnerable state.
nikka if you don't let that dumb bytch go .To be honest not really. I invested too many years with this women; and it's like damn, do I really want to waste all these years. Or do you make a decision that if you work it out now; it will make your long term relationship stronger. Kind of like going through the rainstorm and in the end seeing the rainbow. It may seem naive; but Inthe bible it does say " Be completely humble, be patient when bearing with one another in love".
If I messed that quote up a little my bad. It's been awhile.
nikka if you don't let that dumb bytch go .
Man come on breh you know damn well that girl ain't for you .
You will find someone worth it breh stop wasting your energy on this lil bish .
Got damm breh she been hurting u.
To be honest not really. I invested too many years with this women; and it's like damn, do I really want to waste all these years. Or do you make a decision that if you work it out now; it will make your long term relationship stronger. Kind of like going through the rainstorm and in the end seeing the rainbow. It may seem naive; but Inthe bible it does say " Be completely humble, be patient when bearing with one another in love".
If I messed that quote up a little my bad. It's been awhile.
I'm not in love with him anymore but I'm still dealing with the effects of our relationship and I know for a fact that I'm not ready to move on to someone else even though it's been a year. Plus he still contacts me and I haven't been able to cut him off. I know that until I'm completely ready to remove him from my life I won't be able to give anything to another person.
How about NOT answering his calls and saying NO im done, stop contacting me...
Why did y'all break up?
Duhhh, lol, that's the problem. I don't want to do that. I enjoy talking to him.
Well you'll never get over him... You'll never move on you'll be always stagnant...You'll never heal because you will never move on you always keep the door open. Either your in or your out.
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