Similar shyt happened to me when I was that age but I didn't go home and cry I went home and stole my uncles deuce deuce and shot out the window of the house I seen nikkas who tried robbing me go in(I assumed they did)
Don't know if it was something in chicago public school milk or what but during the ages of like 11-16 I wanted to catch a body so bad breh

I would get excited whenever a chance came for me to harm someone.