i enjoy floating in my own mind. yet interacting with people is the most stressful shyt ever. public conversation is draining. i prefer being solo most of the time, but its like envy the people that can easily make small talk, even though i lack that skill and hate to waste words with no thought behind them. i'm not good with conversation unless its about something i know. then i go off with that topic and wont stop for days. most of these females out here are instant extroverts that are all over the place and will freak out if they're in the house for at least a day. yet i could chill at home and have actual fun. i feel like an old man compared to women my age .



the thing is i wouldnt mind going out. yet girls my age have nothing but p*ssy to offer. and that works for them, for 5 minutes. i may sound like a nerd for saying this, but attraction is a plus. i just prefer a woman that could stimulate my mind. and not just looks good with no type of insight whatsoever.



