I wish I could believe, but for some reason I just can't. So far this year I've read several books in the NT along with reading the OT from Genesis up to Leviticus in an attempt to become a Christian, and it just doesn't hit me or "move" me in any way; it just feels like I'm reading an old fairy tale.
This world is and always has been "Heaven on Earth" for those with wealth, few morals, and sociopathic tendencies. The classic excuse is that those who deserve to be punished for their misdeeds will EVENTUALLY get their comeuppance, but ONLY once they die and get judged. Until then, they basically get to live it up. Meanwhile, those who are suffering now but don't deserve it have to live in "Hell" until they die, ironically.
Especially with the past two recent shootings, the truth appears to be one of two possibilities:
1. There is no God, there is no karma, nothing you do in this world matters, whether good or bad, and as long as you're able to avoid the law you can be as heinous and evil as you want to and fear little to no repercussions.
2. There is a God, but the "God" that exists is simply a creative force, not an entity that actually gives a damn about what happens to human beings -- its own creations.
This is not meant as a diss to any of the Christians/religious people in this thread, in a way I envy you guys. But overall, religion just feels a coping mechanism for making sense out of a seemingly nonsensical existence to me.
Well the truth is God is the God of the israelites, who are currently in captivity and being punished for the sins of their forefathers. That consist pf negroes scattered to the 4corners of the earth, and some mixed/brown ppl.
As a result, we own nothing, are constantly oppressed, always at odds with eachother, can never seem to organize and when we do organize, it’s usually thwarted, leaving pockets of a few successful individuals. Also almost all other races are mixing with us and diluting us through propaganda interracial agendas through media. Not to mention poverty, disease, gebtrification, prison, fatherless, ect..
Salvation is of his chosen ppl, and others will be maidservants in the kingdom, or the opposite of what it is now, especially edom (cacs), sorta how it was in the old testament when strangers would dwell in Yasher’el.
We are entering a period called Jacob‘s trouble where his chosen will be tried, and the unrepentant will be forced to cry out and repent or perish. Then he will take us back to our land, the chosen remnant that is for 3.5yrs away from the beast but some will remain, and that’s who will be persecuted.
Btw repent and continue reading. Pray and ask for guidance. He will lead you. Avoid the church, unless it’s really sound doctrine as most are just pimps. Tithing was given when there were Levite priest in the homeland, but pastors collect tithes and multiple offerings and get rich/wealthy. He said in scripture, we are the church and he doesn’t dwell in buildings made by man’s hands. Get out of the churches. They will be leading ppl to the beast.
The most high has declared he gives life and he takes it, he creates good and evil, but he is merciful and chooses those who choose him and love him, and the way to love him is to keep his commandments. It’s not just a feeling. Even Christ says “if you love me, you will keep my commandments”.
Anyone else want to chime in?