Killers were always glorified, though. Alpo and Preme are from the 80s...
The streets still glorify the killers and the guys with the check, I dont think theres been a discernible shift. The social media era has made these guys more mainstream than they were pre-2010...
I'd be interested in hearing how you overcame that mindset. I think I've mostly done really well in avoiding it but there are times it crosses my mind too...
when I first went to jail as teenager, it took years for me to mature into a functioning person. I spent at least a year acting like an idiot, drunk, rambling about hustling, and trying to get back on, when I was just a burn out. Get sober. Get a job. Get some perspective on life. Work on gratitude. That took like 3 years of my life. It's not that you can never tell those stories, it's about how you frame it. So many dudes in jail and halfway houses are legends in their own mind. The way you talk on here, you need that. You need an outlet, that's healthy, and you can't get that from co workers, or family, or women sometimes. So I get it.
Sometimes you meet these legends in person, these hustlers you looked up to, when they are on the other side, and they just aren't the person you imagined they were. I've met more than a few like that.
I remember about 10 years ago meeting these dudes who I heard about, they were friends of a friend, and older. Hustled weight. Went to prison. Got out. And I was at a spot and we were all standing in the kitchen, these dudes were sniffing lines and acting thirsty about this girl who was there. They were dressed kind of bad. Sweaty. Drunk. Eyeing me down. And they talked just like that. They weren't DISrespectful, but they gave that kind of begrudging respect.
"Oh yeah back when I hustling I got it for this price"
And I was just like in my head, these guys are kind of losers. Even Meech, he's just a man. If you told me in 2008, that this would be him in 2025, I wouldn't believe it.