I been prorcastinating on this rap thing. I know in 2013 to say one wants to be a rapper is an overdone cliche but I'm really trying to get my foot in the door now. watching garbage emcees like Cheif Keef and Future get so much love bothers my conscious because in my mind I know I can make it if they did because I actually have skills. Yes I'm tooting my own horn. I dont want to get rich, I just want people to say jay58 is dope(yes that is my emcee name) I want my name amongst th likes of the Joe buddens, Royce 5'9's and Killer Mikes. I want the respect as an emcee the money will come regardless. I have yet to overcome this procarstination. But my goal is to end 2013 by atleast having some sort of buzz. I'm gonna gather up that lil $650 and post my video on worldstar within a month or two. When I do, I'll let all of you know. These words are like a testimony. I will make it happen and I would like for all of you to be there to witness it happen
biggest obstacle you overcame in life so far?
- Thread starter cleanface coney
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I'm sitting here eating some scrambled eggs, grits, turkey bacon and toast with a big glass of orange juice.
You enjoying those MRE's out there, breh............
food is fuel for my flesh
turkey bacon is loaded with sodium
so i wouldnt eat that anyway
I will be flying to Dubai Saturday and party
then Fly 1st class to Dallas
where I will be going on a Cruise to Belize
I will later be sitting courtside at a Mavs game
I will also be buying my father a new Dodge truck
Heafcliffe
Hope there's puddin' in the clink...
Obstacles overcame:
-aggressively paying off school debt
-graduating on time
Obstacles currently dealing with:
-Diabetes (early 30s, been one since 15-> going strong)
-small bouts of depression
-continuing to be a faithful husband
-striving to reach my potential career-wise
-understanding that relationships with some family members may not be worth saving
-aggressively paying off school debt
-graduating on time
Obstacles currently dealing with:
-Diabetes (early 30s, been one since 15-> going strong)
-small bouts of depression
-continuing to be a faithful husband
-striving to reach my potential career-wise
-understanding that relationships with some family members may not be worth saving
Gettin over my addiction to fast money
cleanface coney
WENT LEGIT
yea man i been makin threads liek this since i signed up
i guess they didnt know who i was at first
damn good shyt my nikka
do what you gotta do...real nikkas gone let they mans get hisself together
damn babygirl thats messed up
you had any luck? are you outwardly seekin or searching inside yourself?
mannnnn im tellin you my nikka its crazy out
my bro just got shot 3 times tryna put a play down
all money aint good money
I have done both, but my therapist has really helped me heal and accept that sometimes shyt happens and life doesnt turn out the way one plans
. And as much as I deserved for my father to be there, he wasn't able to for reasons that have nothing to do with me. It has taken years to get to this point. Healing and forgiveness is extremely important to me.
cleanface coney
WENT LEGIT
I have done both, but my therapist has really helped me heal and accept that sometimes shyt happens and life doesnt turn out the way one plans
Healing and forgiveness is extremely important to me.
man i need to print this shyt out and show this to my lil sis
she so closed minded she think everything the end of the world
its hard to explain shyt to her cuz she so fukkin dramatic never thinkin about the future or realizing its people that come worse situations and she shoudl be grateful
How old is she? Yea, Humility is something that many don't have, but it's necessary in life so you can pick up the pieces and move on.
cleanface coney
WENT LEGIT
my lil sis she 17 bout to graduate
i be tryna kick it wit her lettin her know that she so young and the shyt she be flippin out on is so minute
she bout to graduate n fukk around and leave the state to go to school but the shyt she be flippin over idk if she can handle out of town yet
soon as you tell her something she dont wanna hear all hell break loose
i feel sorry for her when she leave n realize dont nobody care about her attitude or feelings where she at
honestly she shows no humbleness or humility like a spoiled brat
Aww... yea, give her some time. Her brain isn't even done developing yet.
Mind you, she's 17- so shes dramatic,hormonal, and growing up. Thats a lot to deal with for a teenager. I was the same way unfortunately.
If she is indeed spoiled, LIFE has a way of breaking those types down to develop humility.
Believe me, as she ages... she will see the light.
cleanface coney
WENT LEGIT
yea she gone be good its just kind of frustration cuz she dont know she so young and its sooooo much shyt she aint been through yet
she my fav tho me n her are the most alike outta all my other sisters
screenname01
All Star
When I was 17 I took my 5 year old niece to the tennis court in my neighborhood to play tennis. She accidentally closed the gate to the tennis court and locked us inside. I didn't have a key and nobody passed by so I had to put her on my back and climb over a 20 foot fence to get out. I would have to say that was a pretty big obstacle I overcame.
Good! Help guide her.
