Nah. Napoleon said that Tupac when he got to DR said he was happy and no longer wanted to kill himself before that he would tell the Outlawz he wanted to die. Tupac has been talking about himself getting kilt since day one. Even Papa G got on Tupac about for always talking about dying. I don't think he got that from Face. If anything he enjoyed Face's music because was was into death as well. I would like to hear where you got that from though.
I didn't say it was peachy creamy for big. But I haven't seen the evidence that he really wanted to kill himself or die. Nothing you've posted has suggested that either. Hard times doesn't necessarily mean a desire for death nor suicide.
His mother said the life he rapped about on songs such as Juicy was fantasy. Christmas didn't miss him, he had heat etc. Just as you said she gave him food and shelter, that's what she was disputing.
Now listen to Nothing to Lose:
Pac said "I keep my mind on my money, money on my mind" on I gotta get mine with Mc Breed. Snoop turned around and used that term shortly after for the hook on Gin and Juice.
I just went back and listened again. My mistake. Pac was the first to use the term G Funk on record. I never said that Pac invented G Funk though.
@ 3:35 mark.
But, I don't think meant he was suicidal, he just had the thoughts. Because he didn't know where his life was going, he just FELT, "fukk it, I'm ready to die". I never took that album to be on the same vein as PACs music when he rapped about death.
As far as being broke, to me its a difference being broke while young, and being broke as a child. Both are fukked up, but as a man, going through what biggie was going through, its hard to live day by day because no one cares. If you are a woman or a child you get benefits, can go to school and get a check. A man ain't getting shyt, unless he's sick or getting a crazy check. That is stressful as fukk, and makes living depressing, hence suicidal thoughts. But like the other poster wrote, that was Scarface's lane, and others Piggie backing off of that to be different. Remember back then it was about who can be the most oddball, and say crazy stuff.
Mind on my money, I think is just something friends do. PAC used to hang with snoop and other artists, so people will start talking like each other. PAC probably got that from people we don't know about, that is how most rappers get their slang.
My fault on the g-funk thing.