the fact that you wanted to off yourself due to a minor bump in life most of us eventually face shows your lack of mental fortitude..I would recommend seeking help even if things are going good for you now..because its clear that you cant handle obstacles in life.
You don't know my life...
I live in the south...
If you don't have a car where I live you are fukkED.
Let me explain to you how it works when you are sliding down because you used the word minor bump.
You lose your job.
Unemployment runs out.
Phone gets cut off.
How do jobs call you with no phone?
Internet is cut off.
No phone no Internet how do you search for jobs?
Next up you lose your car, or WORSE you get a ticket for no insurance.
Now you've got a $300 ticket, if ticket turns to warrant now you've got a mugshot.
No car, so now if a job calls you asking you if you can come in today or tomorrow for an interview you don't know if you can get someone to give you a ride.
Now let's say on the goodness of friends and fam you stay afloat long enough to get interviews. If you've been out of work for 6 months employers will look at you crazy if you've got a 6 month gap of unemployment.
Man I could go on and on and one, just know this when you start sliding down you can go way down.
Not to mention the bulk majority of jobs in my area right now are $10-$12 an hour with absolutely no benefits.