Damn man, RIP to the bro.
aye to anyone reading this contemplating suicide, I promise you tough times don't last your victory over your troubles may take a bit longer than others but I promise you the end result is worth it. If you need people to talk to reach out. it's a daily struggle but bro/sis there's fukking light at the end of all the shyt pipe you're crawling through right now. Make plans to succeed, set smaller goal within those plans and make everyday a step forward to checking off goals until you ultimately reach you destination.
I tend to be very tongue-in-cheek on here but that's cause the internet shyt is for entertainment for me purely. i realize some people are emotionally invested in everything they do including interactions online. with that said, no one online can touch you in the moment. log off if the things you encounter online are toxic to your mental health. I promise you ain't missing shyt.
Only a few things actually matter in this life.
absent of the need for shelter food and clothing, it's only your relationships and the things that fulfill you that matter. focus on those things and fight bro/sis. the win is intoxicating and sobering at the same time you end up realizing that your fight was not trivial but the perspective you will gain will definitely make you feel like a giant.
fight on, survive, thrive!
-one love.
Roemello