My girl is a bbw that ive been dating for 3 years...
She got bigger since incepciones of my union... And i know my family has bee very critical of her weight. She has made some strides at losing some of it... But ultimately reverted back to her old ways. She would be a dime at minus 35-40 pounds... Hell. Maybe even 50.
But i dont think its realistic to expect her to drop it unless we stop going out and she really watches her diet (even tho she does and still trains a couple times a week).
I can tell shes ashamed of the extra luggage shes toting (i.e. She dont like me touching her stimmick, she wont sit down at parties or barely eat in public settings, etc.)
Shes kewl and everything, always been a voice of reason/held me down during rough patches... But by the end of the road, u cant force yourself to love somebody if its not there. Youll end up resenting urself even moars.
Some morbid reason, i feel as tho if i left, she'd lose the weight (even tho i never mentioned anything aboot her excess lbs).
Perhaps, my shallow hal-ness is getting the best of me. Of course, grass is always greenier.
But i think its time to move on at the new year.
Hope we can still be friends. Gonna be a rough separation.
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fukk her.
marriages.
