Brehs, I think i'm bi-polar and suffer from Anxiety

[BillCosbyAteMyHomework]

Man I cant front without meds I would have killed myself by now. I'd have like 10 severe panic attacks a day. I couldn't work, couldn't club, I couldn't do shyt. Yeah I feel you about being numb that's true. But at least I have a fukking life. I still get anxiety every now and then. but I handle it better. cause it doesn't come in bunches. And I'll give you props for getting off the meds. I tried. I was having all kinda fukked up dreams and brain shocks. The meds ain't nothing to play around with. I'm tapering now. But like I said, that shyt literally saved my life.

Saved mine too I was able to go off of mine slowly, again, not recommended without a doc. It saved my life. I still get anxiety too..... haven't thought about getting back on again because its not as bad. ... we'll see

 

[Brandon M.]

My problem is I think I've waited too long. I didn't wanna believe I was this bad. I opened up to my best friend ( she has it worst than me, but we both help each other out) if I never told her I would of went and OD on some random stuff. I am going to go to a hospital and try to see whats wrong, because I can't hold this off much longer. August I almost ended my life with a swizz army knife my friend got me ( thank god I got drunk the next night and lost it)

not to be funny

are u attractive?

do u have a girl?

do u have a nice source of income?

are you confident?

 

[BillCosbyAteMyHomework]

damn, u just messed my image up of u

well not messed , i need another word

nobodys perfect people

 

[WhatsGoodTy]

not to be funny

are u attractive?

do u have a girl?

do u have a nice source of income?

are you confident?

lol, i'm not some fat ugly loser bruh. That's not the reason for my problems.

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

My problem is I think I've waited too long. I didn't wanna believe I was this bad. I opened up to my best friend ( she has it worst than me, but we both help each other out) if I never told her I would of went and OD on some random stuff. I am going to go to a hospital and try to see whats wrong, because I can't hold this off much longer. August I almost ended my life with a swizz army knife my friend got me ( thank god I got drunk the next night and lost it)

Swiss. And yeah, women are more likely to get anxiety disorders than men. But I'm telling you, I've been through fukking hell. It was times I wanted to tell my mom, I couldn't deal, and hope she would understand. Waited to long? I don't know My shyt was so real, the next day I was at the ER like what the fukk is up. I promise you you can get your life back. you just have to be willing to take meds and talk to someone.

 

[Melt_Man]

Gonna have to seek some help. No jokes in this thread please

Breh get help now while you can do it on your own terms.

You don't want to wind up in the psych ward at 2 in the morning and your sneakers are getting confiscated because by then no one cares what you have to say anymore and they will medicate you however they see fit. You better hope you have some strong relationships to family/friends because they're are gonna be the ones that need to fight to get you released because convicted felons have more rights than someone going through some mental shyt.

Not to go overboard but I'm speaking from experience. Log off the coli and confide in a loved one. Get the ball rolling on some type of treatment before stuff snowballs.

 

[BillCosbyAteMyHomework]

not to be funny

are u attractive?

do u have a girl?

do u have a nice source of income?

are you confident?

It has nothing to do with that, trust me.

 

[Brandon M.]

lol, i'm not some fat ugly loser bruh. That's not the reason for my problems.

it has to be something that is the root. help me help you

 

[WhatsGoodTy]

Swiss. And yeah, women are more likely to get anxiety disorders than men. But I'm telling you, I've been through fukking hell. It was times I wanted to tell my mom, I couldn't deal, and hope she would understand. Waited to long? I don't know My shyt was so real, the next day I was at the ER like what the fukk is up. I promise you you can get your life back. you just have to be willing to take meds and talk to someone.

I've only talked about it to a few close friends, but haven't told my parents, because if they react the wrong way it will crush me.

 

[WhatsGoodTy]

Breh get help now while you can do it on your own terms.

You don't want to wind up in the psych ward at 2 in the morning and your sneakers are getting confiscated because by then no one cares what you have to say anymore and they will medicate you however they see fit. You better hope you have some strong relationships to family/friends because they're are gonna be the ones that need to fight to get you released because convicted felons have more rights than someone going through some mental shyt.

Not to go overboard but I'm speaking from experience. Log off the coli and confide in a loved one. Get the ball rolling on some type of treatment before stuff snowballs.

I actually have daily convos with this with my best friend. She's been telling me to seek help for the longest, because she's been getting help for the past two years, but I was being ignorant say I didn't need it.

it has to be something that is the root. help me help you

I get jealous at things that I shouldn't, paranoia is off the charts for me. I damn near went crazy at a bonfire with all friends. I get dark violent thoughts and it fukking scares me. The only thing that helps me is writing poetry, and i'm good at it, so it makes me feel a tad bit better about things.

 

[BillCosbyAteMyHomework]

I've only talked about it to a few close friends, but haven't told my parents, because if they react the wrong way it will crush me.

Go to a dr. be COMPLETELY honest. Remember all symptoms. Ask every question. They will prescribe you something, and tell you it 'may not work'. Everyone reacts different. They don't know meds or doses right away. Keep track of your moods on the meds. Keep your Dr. informed.

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

I've only talked about it to a few close friends, but haven't told my parents, because if they react the wrong way it will crush me.

Man I'm a be real. My Father(I was 24 at the time) was totally no with it. Thought I was on some bullshyt/faking etc... Black people don't respond well to "mental health" issues for whatever reason. They think you can drink some castor oil and walk that shyt off. and I tried like hell to do that. but that shyt ain't work. So yeah its hard to get your parents to understand whats going on. But I'm telling you now, you better make them understand. because if your anxiety disorder is bad enough, you are going to need them in your corner. Real talk I pray it isnt. BUT if it is you gonna need help

 

[Brandon M.]

I actually have daily convos with this with my best friend. She's been telling me to seek help for the longest, because she's been getting help for the past two years, but I was being ignorant say I didn't need it.



I get jealous at things that I shouldn't, paranoia is off the charts for me. I damn near went crazy at a bonfire with all friends. I get dark violent thoughts and it fukking scares me. The only thing that helps me is writing poetry, and i'm good at it, so it makes me feel a tad bit better about things.

yo honestly i prescribe running 2-3 miles a day, and drinking a lot of water .running clears the head. even if ur in great shape i still prescribe it. water cleanses u of evil spirits

 

[WhatsGoodTy]

yo honestly i prescribe running 2-3 miles a day, and drinking a lot of water .running clears the head. even if ur in great shape i still prescribe it. water cleanses u of evil spirits

I actually used to my bike for DAYS, but then I got a flat and never brought a new tire.

Man I'm a be real. My Father(I was 24 at the time) was totally no with it. Thought I was on some bullshyt/faking etc... Black people don't respond well to "mental health" issues for whatever reason. They think you can drink some castor oil and walk that shyt off. and I tried like hell to do that. but that shyt ain't work. So yeah its hard to get your parents to understand whats going on. But I'm telling you now, you better make them understand. because if your anxiety disorder is bad enough, you are going to need them in your corner. Real talk I pray it isnt. BUT if it is you gonna need help

Yeah, I know for a fact my dad will think its some made up bullshyt, but my best chances is talking to my mom about. She might not believe it, but at least she'll try to understand.

 

[Brandon M.]

I actually used to my bike for DAYS, but then I got a flat and never brought a new tire.



Yeah, I know for a fact my dad will think its some made up bullshyt, but my best chances is talking to my mom about. She might not believe it, but at least she'll try to understand.

go get u a new tire please.

im telling u..ur diverting ur thoughts by running and biking. its a great feeling.