"Some people like the way it feels, some people wanna kill their sorrows
Some people wanna fit in with the popular, that was my problem" - Kendrick
Family used to have alcoholics and chain smokers, ironically my first job rn is working at a Casino full of people that remind me of my relatives. Peer pressure doesn't end at high school, it just manifests as you get older in the worst ways imaginable.

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The reason this line connects with me, is because we grew up with similar backgrounds and SoCal people are something else man. I'm 24, yet have this

outlook to my own generation that tries to bring me down to their level.
Weird, when you are too mature and feel out of place in your own age group.

for that I have no words on how to articulate, or even describe it.