Can't decide if I'm lazy or if something deeper is...

[Music Fiend]

Wrong with me.

When I was 17-18, I could wake up, go to class, hoop and lift, come back for a two he ball practice, go home, study, go to church, talk on the phone to females, etc etc all in a day and still wouldn't want to sleep, so I'd make music/beats.

Even at 19 I was fairly active.

Since I've hit 21 or so 3 years ago, I've had zero energy. By the time I go to work for 8 to 10 hrs and come home even if it's not an active day I can't wait to just turn off my phone and stay in one place. I did have life issues that put me in depression for a few years from 18 to 21 or so. But I feel like I'm much better these days.

I'll take hrs to reply to texts, I will let my other endeavors and work pile up til the weekend or weeks at a time. I just don't have the energy. I'm a very ambition person too but I've just been blank lately. Everything feels like 20x the effort than it used to be.

I want to be more active again but s nikka feels like 23 going on 45 right now. Ive been to a doc and everything was "normal" idk what to do brehs. Help me out

 

[Tunez]

Simple. You need some p*ssy

 

[Music Fiend]

Simple. You need some p*ssy

I get plenty

Even women drain me nowadays too. I find myself angry a lot and frustrated with em since I wanna be left alone at times. Especially when a chick is really into you, she always wants to be your space.

I will say tho that I used to be an introvert til college, now I feel amazing when Im around other ppl. It's just kinda fruitless since nothing of "worth" in my personal life gets accomplished unless I'm alone.

 

[Tunez]

I get plenty

You dont have the energy tho, go out drink some p*ssy juice you'll be alright

 

[Music Fiend]

You dont have the energy tho, go out drink some p*ssy juice you'll be alright

Ight Tunez. Anyway, it's serious mayne.

Maybe Im not sleeping well. I do notice tho that since I've been off adderall for the past 4 years things have been going downhill in the energy department

 

[Tunez]

Eat healthy foods that gives you energy