I'm all for finding gratification and uplifting yourself
but this sends the wrong message
the reckless sex with those women and the drug use was too extreme
he was playing Russian roulette with his life..regardless how fun it was
trust me I been there....after breaking up with my girl and having to move out ...
I was fukking byatches without no regard for THIER feelings or my health....
I felt ALIVE
then I had to realize I was LYING TO MYSELF
I was trying to compensate for what I didn't have which was a meaningful relationship
that's when I realize One should not have to DESTROY yourself in order to LOVE YOURSELF
but this sends the wrong message
the reckless sex with those women and the drug use was too extreme
he was playing Russian roulette with his life..regardless how fun it was
trust me I been there....after breaking up with my girl and having to move out ...
I was fukking byatches without no regard for THIER feelings or my health....
I felt ALIVE

then I had to realize I was LYING TO MYSELF

I was trying to compensate for what I didn't have which was a meaningful relationship
that's when I realize One should not have to DESTROY yourself in order to LOVE YOURSELF
