John Hull
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COLI: never fear! I am fine, but I am taking a break...here's why..
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That dream was the crziewt dream I ever had.Just because you take one xan doesn't make you a drug addict, some of y'all do too much overreacting. Dude didn't say he was taking them recreationally
But see ya tomorrow OP
I was in my apartment setting up my then I hear a knock on my door. I said who is it? They said "polife open the fukking door right now!
i ran to the other side of my apartent to get tonthe fire escape but four of them swarmed the room and just grabbed me. I was like trying to ounch and kick them but theynall restrauned me and took me outside my apartment where there was a navy blue van thqt didnt look like police. They out cuffs on me, grab menand thew me in the trunk of their car.
Immediatley after that ai woke up in a cold sweat and just frightened. Right around the time I made that thread.
I havent been.involved with anything illegal but the police 0resence from bushwick, crown heights....everywhwre has skyrocketed in the past two days. Youncant even ignore NYpD anynmore they everywhere grilling brothas.
Ive helped myself more than anyonne of this forum foe my issues cause the onoy person that was going to build me up was myself. Im a temple, I comw from a strong and supportive family. I built myself heavily from this time last years...from when i was sleeping in my car, to finding work with the splc, to finding work with aflac and becoming a lisenced (life & health) insurance broker and working on wall street to taking my wall street earning and investing in a pop up shop that was managed and run by myselr in the lower east side in a high traffick area and had to manage a staff and creative directors and this was all during fashion week mind you. I live mad nice now. Pad in bushwick. awent to somw fashion week parties and shows but thats invite inly. I will probably benattendance this falls nyfw. My homegirl works for the New York Times. She said shenwas over the fashiok scene here....I am not tjmhough. I like that you can wear whatever trash younfind around your room and suddwnly it looks ten times doper cause its in nyc.
But the bottom line? I couldn't even be miserable. My apartment 8s fukking awesome and has a view of the manhattan skyline from the roof. Ive been making money, Ive been getting p*ssy on the regular, My music has been taking off. I use this forum to vent with liie mijded black folk where inwoulsn't ok a twitter or tumblr or instagram. Jeez, everyon wants to apart their wisdome when itbtruly feels that it counteracts the reality of the situation
It seems you give everybody else the bemefit of the doubt except me. I see and hear much worse posts in the years I patronized sohh and the coli, but yiu are never tellling those people they need to seek professional help. Cause you're preferential to them. Theyve mistakes and you somehow given them the benefit of the doubt. I never get that. It's "your crazy" and "seek help" and other empty platitudes that dont seem like a olace of concen but a shaming tactic to get that person to leave.
I didn't read the comments in my other thread, I assume it was some shyt talking cause I couldn't defend myself. I won't. Its not worth my time. But if oeoole tjat was cool with me to my face started getting on that bullshyt now Id have to respectuffly just leave. Im not one to abandon people some bullshyt that easy tonrecify? but personally if yall gonna do me likenthis. Then maybe its my cu3 to go no bad blood.
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I love my cats. I have three of them and two kittens.
I stoppee reading all those articles on those police brutality cases...they were fukking me up the worst.The nikka popped half a flat, y'all acting like he blacked out and woke up in handcuffs
@1984 do what you gotta do to get yo mind right whoadie
Like I would be walking around the city andnkust the very site of cops been scaring me.and aill have nothing illegal on me. They really that bad.
I havent had a nightmare in a real long time so that shocked me as well.
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Good to hear brother but u could have hit me back 
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