RIP tho, sad shyt....people gonna come in here talkin about "suicide? fukk Em!

" but nobody knows what another individual is going thru.
That's how I feel. It's 2 sided man. Yeah it's fukked up and selfish to commit suicide. We all know that. But the bottom line is that people don't do it unless they see it as the only way out. And most people that have survived suicides that weren't instant like gunshots to the head, say they regretted the decision immediately and wanted to live (people that jump, hang themselves, cut wrists, take pills, etc.)
That's scary as fukk, to think that people jump off a bridge and right away go

"this was a bad idea. I want to live!" but it's usually too late.
Anyways. Yeah. People that think of suicide as an option just want the pain to go away. it's not even that they want to be dead. They just want to not have to feel what they're feeling, and sometimes it looks like the only way out.
I've never been suicidal, even in the worst of my past addictions, but I had some thoughts of "Man, maybe it would be easier for me and everyone I love if I just weren't here." But then I realized that was a dumb thought and kept it moving. I never actually thought about doing it.
But if I'm as happy as I am today, and could have ended up at that point, it honestly could happen to anyone. Gotta reach out to people you know that are going through things and at least offer a hand or even just a shoulder. It can go a long way.