It was a sincere apology for trolling the site for so long. Im a much better person/poster now and it should show. I dont even post that much anymore.
Magic mushrooms actually changed my life. I havent felt the need to have a drop of alcohol in like 2 months. I too am back on that concious tip.
I actually went into a bookstore and bought some books on meditation and buddhism. I was the most "urban" customer they ever seen by the looks on the staffs faces. Went in there with a bag on too I think they thought I was going to steal. But im not like that anymore. Well I try not to be.