Very similar to what I'm going through. My wife does not have an immune system due to her stem cell transplant. She has had the very worst sinus infection for the last week. She is the toughest muther fukker I have ever met in my whole entire life, she does not complain, she just rolls with the punches no matter what. She has had pressure headaches for the last 3 days, where she just sobs in bed. I had only ever seen her cry once, and it was over frustration with me when we broke up about 8 years ago (we obviously got back together), so she is in bed sobbing, and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. I have never felt more helpless in my life. I'm sitting in my office right now with my dogs, who just want to play with their mom, I just said goodnight to our daughter for the both of us, because my I'm not letting anybody in to see her. To this point, she has refused to call the Dr. because she doesn't have a fever (I have finally convinced her the first thing in the morning we are calling the Dr, and going to get a test done). I am struggling so hard right now coming to grips with this. In my mind, I'm convinced she has it, and I have very little hope that the outcome will be positive. She is still rehabbing from a broken femur (can't walk without a walker) and a failed corneal transplant (a week after she shattered her femur, her right eye "popped" due to prolonged, high dose steroid use as a result from transplant), so I am her caregiver. If she is quarantined from me, I can't even come to terms with what this is doing/will do to my psyche, or hers. We have great insurance, and a great support system, but I also know that although my story sounds unique, it is absolutely not, except for maybe the part about us having great insurance and a support system. There are so many people out there that do not have any money, any insurance, any support system, and are basically just thrown to the wolves. This is why I look at Trump, the GOP, Centrists, Libertarians with the actual hatred of looking at a Pedophile, murderer, thieving, lying, despicable piece of shyt, that the world we be FAR better off without. When he/his administration first heard about this, they viewed it the same exact way that those same exact type of people viewed AIDS, the crack epidemic, white domestic terrorism, etc...."Who will it hurt? How many of "them" will it hurt? How much will it cost? How much will it hurt "Americans"(Rich, white folks)?" and as soon as it started getting out of control, the first words out of this fukkfaces dikk sucker were "I do not take any responsibility" followed by seeing the first drug that showed any sort of small sample of success and broadcasting it early and often to his dumbfukk sycophants for 2 reasons, 1. He will try to make money on it, and 2. He will try to deflect his early failures into trying to make himself a hero by proclaiming himself the most vocal champion of the cure to the virus. It makes me feel momentarily better to get on here and tell all of you how much I HATE this fukkface, but the reality of the situation is that I think my life is about to fall apart, and one of the main people that is at fault for letting this virus spread the way that it has will not only never get his comeuppance, he will probably get elected again. I believe it is bad karma to pray for peoples [REDACTED] but I think the "karma system" has been turned off for a few years now. I'm not gonna sit here and type out what I want to happen, just use y'alls imaginations, and then dip it in wet, and smoke that shyt to your brain, and boy girl two huge caterpillars.
gonna be interesting to see how they progress
you and the wife stay safe