Are you sure you eased up out of mercy or because you really thought the fight was over and you could begin the cooling down phase.
.... While all this is going on my sister is standing in the hallway home for christmas. She's seeing all this and since I've got his back and I can see her now and she has this look of concern. Not like "Damn, theyre fighting." but I saw for a moment what it looked like through her eyes and I saw that SHE saw, her little brother and her father are about to kill eachother. For a brief instance, I felt how strong my rage in that moment was and realized that I would not let go and would have killed my own father brehs........and while I didnt let go, I definitely eased up which was...........................a big ass mistake.
It was in there and I couldve went for another minute maybe before a lactic buildup shut me down. I eased up because if I hadn't, I wouldve killed my father, in front of my sister at that.
........and while I didnt let go, I definitely eased up which was...........................a big ass mistake.
He might try to beat me up when im in a weakened state. 







but still tougher than most nikkas out here on the street 